JOELYNTANYIYING. & BABY,ILOVEYOU <3

Tuesday, September 05, 2006 ; 4:55 AM

When you're not with me,
Im afriad of losing you.
When you're with me,
Im afriad to talk -.-

& blahs.
im back :DD
holidays isnt that great afterall :l
siandded cans ! D:

i went to dexter's house ytd :D
his cousin was there too ?
yeahs. :D
his name was mervyn.
yups, same spelling some more
anyway, dexter's still the best !
he & his craps never change (:
& he actually renovate his bedroom !
to my design !
im like so shock'd la !
so this is what his surprise is (:
rlly very touched can.

went home at a rather late time ?
but mummy dont mind !
cze dexter's here ! hhahahs :D
my mummy ask'd me to patch with dexter.
im like wth la !
stead rly aint for us luhs.
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hahas went to school today.
for science remedial at 9
i stood outside the IT room.
& saw NA people coming out.
yeahs, he was there too ^^
wee wee wee ~~~
hahahs :D

& he .. waited for me ?
but i was waiting for stephanie.
so he left, to ws i felt so bad can.
he was waiting for me, alone.
he sat there, studying.
its rly, wow a miracle :D
& hell, alicia asked me to go sit beside him ?!
noway man.
im not gna do that !
cze im shy
but, i rly rly felt so bad cans.
wlous ! (&#_@^#*_&@
why am i like that de !! >:l
somethings, i rlly cant stand myself la.
he went off with his smile on (:
it made me feel a little better.
but still ~ i felt so ..

walk'd to ws.
& had mcd with stephanie (:
bearbear came & they both went to dontknowwhere

call'd cleo.
she was at downtown
& i rushed there :D
saw loads of people.
first, saw chirstina.
with jingyi :D
next, vanessa applepie
im like always seeing her la :D
third, was lincon ?
fourth, gelin,shuxian&tiara
they were watching some floorball match at the hall.
fifth, dexterdexterdexterdexterdexterdexterdexter :D

& i know what bag to buy for jasmineeng le !
hahahs, i've got loads of choices in my mind now.
but no worries. i've loads of time to think.
her bdae is way long ahead :DD
09/11 am i right ? xP

there's basamalam at centre there.
its been so long since i go basamalam alr la !
im going there this week !
:DD

bus'd down to 230 (:
met denise.
& wow, she slim'd down
she's a chiobu now can :D
hours past, & cheewai came.
he said hello to me with his big big big smile.
im like, wow, what happen to him sia ?
he say he & xiuwei very okay alr ?
reached home at 6.30

he ring me, at 6.45 (:
he says he's piercing his lips ?
& want to have a tattoo ?
-.- hell, i dont know la hor.
& when he said he want to have a tattoo.
i har very loud.
& he's like .. scareded . LOL
i think he's shocked la. hahahas :D

& TO NASI. whatever shit is that name
stop ka my friend's jiaowei can.
fuck you big la.
you dont even know her.
& called her a bitch ?
badmouth'd her in front of your oh-so-great friends.
please la.
i admit, she's not that prefect.
but neither is you.
& i bet you're even worst.
dont ever act friendly in front of us.
its disgusting & making me wanna puke.
i only scolded you afew words.
& dont dare to pick up my calls alr ?
dare to scold but dont dare to admit ?
humji kia la hor.
if you want to say, atleast.
say in her face. " i hate you "
& the most, she'll only replied " fuck you"
& there, friends no more.
peace for you ?
i hate those people, scolding & badmouthing my friends.
espically, MY THAT SISTER, CLEOGOHXUYIN
she's so that nice okay.
if you dont appericate her.
fine, just leave her alone.
she dont need this kind of friend.

TO YINYI.
if you think , that just scolding some bad words ,
tucking out your shirts during school time &
not doing your homeworks make you an ahlian ?
ohhell, grow up please.
you think a real ahlian is like that ?
go back to primaryschool la
& please, stop acting ever-so-kind in front of cleo .
& get rid of that acting-innocent face of yours.
its very .. i-wna-puke
im not saying im better than you
& cleo should siam far far from you.
its like .. you always pangseh her.
& showing that attitude of yours.
it rlly sucks la.
you even dont wna talk to her
because she talked to anges, that guy you admire?
its rlly LOL can anot.
getting so jealous easily ?
well, thats too bad for you.
people appericate her more than you.
people like her more than you.
she cried so many times because of you
because of your attitude.
it hurt to see cleo in this state can.
i've been friends with her for like 10years alr ?
yeps & dont ever again. badmouth to your oh-so-great azam.
cze, he too, sucks
& you said.
you're not afraid of ahlians but instead, you're afraid of ahbengs ?
& you also said.
ahlians is not as scary as ahbengs ?
you're so so wrong girl.
very very wrong.
you dont know, how fierece&scary can an ahlian gets when she's angry.
& only ahlians will hit girls.
& not ahbengs.
get this straight in your head.
i hate you.
thats all.
& i dont care if you're reading this anot.
i thouhgt you're nice.
how fucking wrong am i ?
fuckyou, yousuckbig
dont ever hurt cleo again.
im biased, i side her whatever.
what can you do?
she's always there for me.
& i bet you dont know that feeling.
cze you're hell of a bitch.
& too, serve you right.
for not being invited to jackson's bdae party.
neyekneyekpoopoo.
sadded case for you , tanyinyi :D