JOELYNTANYIYING. & BABY,ILOVEYOU <3

Sunday, July 30, 2006 ; 1:43 AM

heh.
its super true to a guy. yeps (:
got this from warren's blog.
dont ask me how okay :D
xiuwei. you should read this luhs (:
hahaha :DD

Message:
You might agree with it, but when it
actually happens 99% of girls dont realize it till it is too late
and that guy who did it is so frustrated that he has
moved on to someone who will take notice.
From a guys point of view:
We don't mind if you talk to other guys.
We don't mind if you're friends withother guys.
But when you're sitting next to us,and some random guy walks into the room
and you jump up and tickle him, without even introducing us,
yeah, it pisses us off.
It doesn't help if you sit there and talk to him for ten minutes
without even acknowledging the fact that we're stillthere.
We don't care if a guy calls you, but at 2 in
the morning we do get a little concerned.
Nothingis that important at 2 a.m. that it can't wait till themorning.

Also, when we tell you you're pretty/ beautiful/gorgeous/ cute/ stunning,
we freaking mean it.
Don't tell us we're wrong.
We'll stop trying to convince you. The sexiest thing about a girl is confidence.
( yeahs. bullshits :D )

Don't be mad when we hold the door open.
Take Advantage of the mood im in.
LET US PAY FORYOU!
DON'T "FEEL BAD" We enjoy doing it. It's expected.
Smile and say "thank you."
( i'll never do that luhs, but its what they feel. heh, ohwell )

Kiss us when no one's watching.
If you kiss us
when you know somebody's looking,
we'll be more impressed.

You don't have to get dressed up for us.
If we're going out with you in the first place,
you don't haveto feel the need to wear the shortest skirt you have
or put on every kind of makeup you own.
We likeyou for WHO you are and not WHAT you are.
honestly, i think a girl looks more beautiful whenshe's just in her pj's.
or my tshirt and boxers, not all dolled up

Don't take everything we say seriously.
Sarcasm is a beautiful thing.
See the beauty in it.
Don't get angry easily.
( xiuwei .. understand ? :D )

Stop using magazines/media as your bible.
Don'ttalk about how hott Morris Chesnutt, Brad Pitt, orJesse McCartny is in front of us.
It's boring, and we don't care.
You have girlfriends for that.

Whatever happened to the word "handsome"/"beautiful"
I'd be utterly stunned by a girl who greeted me with "Hey handsome!"
instead of "Hey baby/ stud/ cutie/sexy"
or whatever else you can think of.
on the other hand im not sayin i woulndnt like it ether (:

IF YOUAREN'T BEING TREATED RIGHT BY A GUY,
DON'T WAIT FOR HIM TO CHANGE.
DITCH HISSORRY, DISGRACE-TO-THE-MALE-POPULATION ASS,
AND FIND SOMEONE WHO WILL TREAT YOU WITH UTTER RESPECT
Someone who will honor your morals.
Someone who will make you smile when you're at your lowest.
Someone who will care for you even whenyou make mistakes. Someone who will love you,no matter how bad you make them feel.
Someone who will stop what theyre doing just to look you in the eyes
....and say "i love you" ... ....AND ACTUALLY MEAN IT
( fucking craps eh , guys would never understand us, girls)

if this is what guys rlly felt.
im lost for words luhs.

Saturday, July 29, 2006 ; 10:02 PM

我越来越喜欢你luhs

FIRDAY.
it was my birthday,
but i didnt feel any joy. AT ALL.
he didnt wish me a happy birthday.
& we agure .. the night before
=/
didnt have assembly.
it was uppersec's.
heh, so went out of the class.
wanting to "relax"
mdm lina was there, asking or should i say.
shouting for me
i ran back in.
hoping she wont come & kp =/
heh, she did.
in the end.
fcuk her man >:l
she asked me out.
she: you know why i asked your out ?
me : ya.
she :why ?
me : cause of my skirt =/
3/10 walked passed.
she pulled out some of the girls.
thier uniform ofcos.
=/ i was standing there, tucking so in my blouse.
she: okay , you come here
me : (went there, duhs)
she: dont you know how rude you were just now. (eyes super big)
me : (stareback)
she : you stare somemore & im gonna dig out your eyes.
you are getting more&more rude . i think, im gonna call your parents.
me: sorry .
she : sorry for .. ?
me : sorry for being so rude just now.
she: now , go back & if you dont change your attire on monday.
im gonna give you bms, this is your last chance.
heh. my life in coral is getting worse & worse when she's around.
fuck her man.
waited for yuanyun.
netball end early (:
went to canteen to get some drink.
sway enough, saw mdm lina
she: ohokay. you dont have to wait till monday.
im gonna give you bms. monday, come find me.
im like wth
she say monday then say de lor.
stupid la.
jiaqi saw 45 & she was running like mad ?
he is so scary ? ><<
when me&lilian walked pass him.
she kept on disiao-ing me luhs.
sang aimei ..
ahhhh! stupid dumb dumb !
he's HISTORY luhs.
:D

SATURDAY
reached school at 630 ?
yeahs. was super early lor.
its like only me,daryl&rachelle there nia.
the school seems so quite & dark ><<
was suppose to meet at 630
& blooy hell they were all so late.
daryl was first to reach.
then me.
& then shoawei came at 650
nicholas came at 715
alicia came at 730
zisheng came at 745
stupid eh ?
it went well ?
yeahs. & mskoh love it ! :DDD
had mcd & went home (:
& I LOVE THAT PRESENT ALICIA GAVE ! (:
she's rlly nice lorh !
(: i love her to death man.
my mum's jealous luhs :D
haha. went to downtown.
& as usual.
i was the first to reach.
they all were late luhs.
went in the arcade.
saw chirstina&jingyi they all.
they wanted me to play.
but nah. i rejected thier offer of treating me to play para.
:DD
im shyyy. XP
xiuwei,steph&bear came :D
alex told me that mervyn's not coming ?
im like wth.
i called his house.
his maid says he's not at home.
im like ..
wtf la.
have totally no mood can.
at 215
saw alex walking in the acrade.
i went in to find him
& mervyn was there with alex.
im like again.. wth ?
they gang up & tricked me ?
& mervyn didnt say sorry & acted dao all the way.
utterly disappoined luhs.
i walked to pasir ris park.
& walked back to downtown.
i had a U-turn at the mart there :D
xiuwei,steph&ivan were finding me ?
haha. sorry guys.
i've made you worried :D
i sat outside at the pool, alone.
alex,mervyn&chian came.
im kind enough to forgive him can.
heh, went to elias .
mervyn played bball.
while me&alex sat there,watchin him play =/
alex is such a kind kor can. (:
he bought me a lollipop :D
haha. bb mei ma :D
walked to his house.
heh, we were left outside.
he forgot to bring his keys.
now i know how steph felt luhs :DDD
then ~ we sort of agure again D:
heh. i dont know .. what is inside his mind okay.
i was suppose to reached downtown at 830
but i pei him till 930
i was pekchek, went to downtown.
i crossed the road, without watching for any cars.
& i almost get hit by a car can.
i had a big scoldings from mummy

SUNDAY
didnt went to tuition today
overslept XP
& GABRIEL YAP WEN SIONG RMB-ED MY BIRTHDAY :D
he bought me a present too (:
how kind of him yeah ?
:DD
& fuck , i think ..
im sick D:
heh, playing maple soon =/////
dont ask why , :D

Sunday, July 23, 2006 ; 4:45 AM

its gonna to be long (:
friday went for bms
with alicia.
heh, i thought it's gonna be boring.
but nah !
uncle tan gave us a lecture.
i was like. zzZZzz
he kept on asking me to pay attention.
& not to be so active -.-
the best part is ,
we had one hour of bms & free food ! (:
yeahs. envy ma ? :D

yesterday, went to jazz.
& i was the first to reach.
heh, boredom D:
then, ms ng came.
we chatted. i found her rlly rlly nice (:
then ~
stephanie was the second one to reach.
ohmy ~ its a miracle can.
haha :D
after jazz, chiong to downtown.
meet mervyn (:
didnt expect to see chirstina & benji ( something like that )
& he's actually mel's cousin !
unbelieveable :D
mervyn told me.
he doesnt know how to play para.
he danced.
i was like .. lost for words.
its super nice .
rlly ! still say he cant dance.
heh, suan me only T.T
made some new friends ?
yeahs :D
& had some kisses on my cheecks. :D
haha. dont ask .
they played pool.
heh, then went to pasir ris park.
walk walk walk walk walk.
that uncle there, played maple lor !
he's like in his 50's ?
yeahs. o.O
went to weiq's house.
heh.his house is like..
SO BIG !
its was 10 plus.
he sent his stead home,
while mervyn&belvyn sent me home :D
bel is super lousy lor !
walk awhile then complain leg pain
tsktsk. BO HEH.

i skipped tuition today.
dont feel like going.
went to mervyn's house.
his house is like .
super nice lor !
ncier than mine =/
its rlly nice.
& his dog !
so cute can !
she rape me lor ! -.-
haha.
met ivan,stpehanie&zixiong at ws.
heh, they two ..
quiet like hell sia.
watched pirates of the caribbean2
nice (:
but i fell asleep =X
heh,was rlly tired lor
my mum says that the bearbag isnt nice.
i box her sia
its nice de lor.
she doesnt know how to appericate nice things.
tsk :D
HE SENT HER HOME !
YES YES YES !
MY MISSION, COMPLETED (:
PEOPLE. BE PROUD OF ME !
haha
renfred is getting more&more yandao !
he rock can !
saw him in some show, fei chan xin jia po.
elvin ng was in there too ?
yeahs, & LISTEN PEOPLE.
my family, all agree with me that he's not shuai
renfred is much better.
:D

MY VAMPIRE (:
i will always be here.
whenever you need me
TIONGXIM KIA #2

Saturday, July 22, 2006 ; 5:46 PM

not blogging often (:
sorry readers :D
& A HAPPY BDAE TO
JOELLE& RICHARD (:

i like those papers.
you wrote. (:
though with ugly handwrittings but still
heh. (: you make it so wonderful.

Wednesday, July 19, 2006 ; 6:11 AM

on the way to school,
i told yuanyun how i know richard.
she's interested to know lorrrrr.
haha :D
xiuwei&cw sort of agure ?
yeahs, she was sad D:
heh. CME was like fuck la.
teacher show attitude can.
my god, she says that we are showing attitude to her.
its like, wth la.
is she herself, show attitude to us lor.
stupid la ~
first thing in the morning tio scoldings.
im like alr, heh.
no mood to study.
next was history.
& blah blah blah blah.
bought peanuts during recess ( :
very hard okay ! D:
stuck in my bloody braces.
so i ate some & gave the rest to ivan
:DDDDDDD
he gave me my 10 lollipops (((:
or should i say 9 =/
he cop one la. LOL
we had a test .
chinese test.
close passage, was easy.
compre one was easy.
compre two was like so darn hard.
i dont understand a single thing -.-
its about a movie screening thingy la.
then, half way through.
someone walk passed, & someone kept on looking&looking
:D haha.
went to the lab for science.
did pratical with stephanie. =/
i dont want do pratical with her le la !
she was irritating me lor !
tsk ! her childishness never change :D
maths was boring *yawns.
after school, went to the lab.
to practice some graph on some laptop.
took a bloody long time la ~
one hour, waste my time.
chiong to shaowei's house at 2.54 ( :
heh, his house like so quiet lor.
& i was the only girl there T.T
alicia had her tuition .
heh, nicholas was kind enough to give me eat his fries okay (:
unlike zhisheng.
heh, THAT MEANIE !
he doesnt want to share.
i was laughing like hell la.
wlous, super funny.
they can rlly make me laugh (:
i liked them laaaa (:
too bad alicia missed out the fun.
mervyn asked if i wanted to meet him at 230
i thought over it & nah.
too lazy .
bastard & daddy fought (:
no body win or lose D:
i thought daddy will win de okay !
D: , nah.
i hope he's not injured badly (:

zhen zheng de xin huan yi gei ren,
you na mo xin ku ma ?
wei shen mo, wo jiu bu neng xinfu ner ?
wo xiang zhe shi ming yun ba.
its just life.
life is full of misery & pain.
heh, cant change.
one sided love is rlly tough.
one need loads of energy, while another.
bochup.
one would always suffer like hell,
while another,
heh. BOCHUP ~
DAN LIAN HAO XIN KU OH ~
i never want to be in this position ever again

3R , lefthand, leftankle . right ankle.
its cut.

Tuesday, July 18, 2006 ; 5:44 AM

jiaqi was not herself in the morning ?
yeahs, she was not crapping & laughing.
heh. ohwell, rushed maths.
i did question 3 instead of 4
first period was lit (:
did group work. heh, daryl was crapping all the way
tsktsk, MY LITTLE BROTHER !
hahaha :D
& guess what,
our group got full marks for the script okay !
all thank to me, the brainy (:
lilian&stephanie were liking teasing the poor calvin can !
heh, two meanies.
i only can heard laughter from thier groups.
ITS HYPER LOUD DE LOR
next was english,
heh. me&stephanie sort of went for a walk la.
was bored . =///
she told me that upper sec were having PE (:
haha. i went hunting for a bear :D
haha, there !
(: with ivan&JS
& there he was,
with his thinkers shirt on (:
he didnt looked up.
perhaps, he didnt notice i was there all along.
or is he not wanting to look ?
after recess was mt.
heh, teacher chen again.
im starting to hate her laaa.
heh, I WANT TEACHER YUAN BACK ! D:
we all miss him can ! haha
lilian told me smth.
haha, was so damn happy
that she notices him (:
MATHS WAS BORING. =/
lilian&steph kinda skipped ?
yeahs, they got some scoldings from teacher.
was SBL next.
heh, didnt do anything much.
steph was seated far far away.
T.T ( :
had dance.
instuctor didnt come.
some sickness -.-
heh, in the end.
had to teach some juniors steps.
was kinda pissed.
not by my junior la.
its like, i dont like to teach.
i cant teach dance.
i only can learn. -.-
ohwell, after a while.
i went out, to find xiuwei,lilian&koh
with ruliet :D
heh, she ah !
we walk on the super hot ground okay !
just because not to pass by jomeo.
heh. ohwell.
after dance, went to find CHUMING (:
he said he's at the D&T room there.
i looked&looked&looked.
he's not in there la.
then ~ rebecca&i saw some half naken boys running playing football.
heh.
first, i saw cw.
then, nigel
NEXT, JOMEO
haha. we exhanged glances & started to laugh
its rlly hyper funny lor !
i walked back to the canteen .
as i rlly cant find chuming anywhere
someone called me.
heh, i was smart enough to say it was chuming.
his voice ah. tsktsk :D
i turned my back, cant see him
soon, i spotted him
heh.
THERE HE WAS.
BEING A GOALKEEPER.
HALFNAKED. OHMY ~
hahahahahahahah.
me&rebecca were like laughing &laughing !
its hyper funny lor
haha.
he gave me my lollipop
thanks dude (:
went home.
on the way back, yj called someone.
suddenly, lilian walk super fast
im like, whats wrong with her man.
i turned my back.
heh, HIM
yj kept pushing him,asking him to catch up with lilian.
i sort of shout that lilian doesnt want to see him.
& walked off with yuanyun

wo shi yi gei ai qing bai chi.
he's rlly rlly rlly advoiding me.
heh. i rlly dont know what to do.
im rlly in love with him
dont ask why,
cause i dont even know the reason.
all i wanted is him to say hi.
or at least, a smile .
heh, he didnt even look at me.
not even a glance.
i know. its rlly over.
he never know how much i wanted himback.
NEVER EVER
& i dont wish him to know either
give me one more week.
& i'll leave you alone.
i will never appear in your sight again.
i will never bother you again.
just give me some time (:
let me have the last look at you,
before i say goodbye.
before i regret.
my love for you will soon be gone,
i swear.

VODKA,LOLLIPOPS.
heh, those things make me high
all thanks to dexter (:
that drink, im addicted to it.
thanks for tonight (:
im loving it.
my bestest best kor
the sweetness in lollipops :D
call me a kid, whatever.
i love it so darn much ~
my worries will be far far away (:

Monday, July 17, 2006 ; 5:23 AM

after hours & hours of thinking.
i've come to this conclusion.

guys are all mean things
they think we , girls are toys for them
for them to play with.
for them to kiss with
for them to hug with.
guys left me these impressions on them
cant blame me, blame them.
they dont know how to treasure girls whom truely loved them.
this doesnt imply for everyguy.
heh, i guess ivan was right.
im such a bendan.
a bendan who doesnt know whats truelove
a bendan who dont know her own position.
a bendan who is blinded by love
a bendan who acceptted a guy, who doesnt love her.
a bendan who is soso stupid to fall in love with him
a bendan who cut,cried for a guy.
a bendan ... a bendan ... a benda ...
overall, im just a bendan la !
heh, its life.
soon, i'll have to face it

LOVE'S HURTING ME

without my aunt, my world is turned upside down la.
my alarm clock didnt ring ?
yeahs, woke up at 630 by my dad
heh. i rush okay.
was ready in 640 (:
fast eh, i know.
was heng enough that bus89 havent come la (:
wanted to find ivan in the morning.
heh, im just too lazy la
besides, i cant find him anywhere
ohwell.
during assembly,
lilian&stpehanie were discussing about my bdae present.
heh, they decied to buy a bloody dog chian for me la !
stupidlame gina.
tsktsk.
history was as usual, boring T.T
next was science & then english.
we did some carrot cake during home ec (:
yeahs, it was fun okay
& IT TASTED NICE (:
but the cream, its like super yucky.
i dont like =/
i wanted to kop some clarance&mapang
but they give it to zisheng =/
& he doesnt want to share with me
rahs, >:(
_______ msged me, asking where's koh.
i replied, she's having D&T lesson.
he went there, to find her (:
but he didnt see her in the end ?
sadening yeah? :D
i told stephanie.
haha, he's rlly ...
heh, cant use any words to describe.
she told me that he did walk pass her class.
but his head was turned in the opposite direction.
hahahahha :D
sat with stephanie during that chung's lesson.
she was nagging&nagging.
steph asked me how i know richard.
heh, since she's interested to know.
i tell her every single thing, from the start (:
after school, daryl,zisheng,nicholas,shaowei&alicia come to my house.
to do that lit project.
they were like playing la.
stupid , rlly like kids can !
heh. cant blame daryl la.
he's my little brother (:
they were all bloody interested in my dog lor.
steph&lilian claims that its SCARY .
its so not true.
they are just afraid of dogs, thats all (:
walked alicia home,
saw leokmin on the way.
she looked the same though.
skinny,fair,tall & FLAT =X
hahahahhahah.
sorry la leok D:
okay, there's some improvements (:
JIAYOU EH ! (: :D
ohmy, im like so mean la =/
wth ? people are mistaking me for joelynlee okay.
i dont look like her.
she's much more cuter , sumpa
AHHH !
so much work to do in so little time T.T
english,maths,history&lit.
someone, save me la !
& my bloody phone is with steph.
heh, finger cross.
i hope she wont murder my phone D:

today, i didnt have a chance to see you.
i lifted my head up.
but you turned away.
heh, i rlly wish.
you would look back at me, like you used to.
but i know, it will never happen.
you have your "girl" in mind.
& i promise i'll help you.
yes, its A PROMISE.
i never break my promises,
zhe gei ye bu li wai.
time is hurting me more&more
unbearable, i just wish i could just die off.
heh, but i have a promise to complete.

070706
though it ended,
my love for you hasnt (:
i'll wait like a fucking bitch.

Sunday, July 16, 2006 ; 7:07 AM

people, dont mind me
of saying those F thingys
was not in anymood la.
FUCKING SAD. =X
was bored all the way.
since morning till now.
haven't touch my history homework yet.
not intending to do anyway.
used the com till 3.30 when rebecca called.
she's jio-ing me out.
& im smart enough to know where she's jioing me to.
the beach ~
heh. with jomeo ofcos (:
went to loyang point to wait for her.
heh, she rlly take her own sweet time yeah ?
while waiting, i saw this guy.
he looked familiar.
oh. i remembered.
aloysius :D
i was shocked la !
i dont dare to look at him ,
dont ask why.
he was with other school people ?
heh, dont know la.
anyway, took her 15mins can.
i thought i could see ian there.
but narh, isn't any luck.
i want to say my hello to him la
hahah -.-
went to busstop to wait for jomeo.
& again, he's taking his own sweet time
like ruliet. :D
anyway, saw berdene ? ( its not spelt like that, but sounded like that :D )
she's pretty (:
rebecca told me that she's the one.
whom had beaten _____ up.
i was like. WOW
she dont looked a girl who will beat people up lor !
heh, dont ever judge the book by its cover. (:
she seems nice to me (:
& FINALLY ~ jomeo came.
saw cw too (:
he sounded sick ?
heh, XIUWEI ~ he need your care girl (:
haha.
took 359 & then 403 .
tou pai jomeo for ruliet (:
hahaha (:
THEY BOTH ARE LIKE FUCKING QUIET LOR !
wlous, wei nan wo sia.
i regretted going ?
jomeo's shy (:
haha & so is ruliet.
went to rock12
he sat one corner while me&rebecca sat on the other side.
finally, i cant stand them anymore.
i talked to jomeo.
asking him to talk to her.
i dont know wth he's talking lor.
so like super soft ?
i only heard. "im shy"
LOL. managed to beg rebecca to sit down NEAR him (:
i sat in the centre.
feeling like a total light bulb.
called ivan & slowly, i walked away.
without them noticing (:
YAY ! (:
i sort of pangseh them ?
i didnt mean it okay.
im making chances for them :D
403 took a super long time okay.
i was heng enough that bus3 came right after i alighted from 403 (:
reached home at 1906 (:
was just late by 6mins laaaa.
& i know a secret (:
haha.
& STEPHANIE KOH SHIH MIN !
I AINT A DOG LA
WLOUS LOR
I NEITHER LOOK LIKE ONE NOR ACT LIKE ONE.

im loving you more&more.
fucking hell, who can ever stop this feeling ?
xi huan yi gei ren, shi xinfu hai shi tong ku.
heh, its a hard question.
TONG KU ~
i've not much energy left.
to like you any further.
im lost for words.
i dont wish to see you tmrw =/

Saturday, July 15, 2006 ; 9:22 PM

yesterday went to ahma's house.
was rlly dying there okay.
heh, my cousins were all not there.
msged xiuwei since morning. (:
im loving her more&more la
she understand how i feels. (:
yes, she does.
& bloody hell , ivan doesn't want to tell me THAT BIG SECRET.
blast him down la.
after that, went to jurong point.
& I SAW CHYNA !
(: yes, that pretty babe (:
bought a bag, top, earrings, necklaces & a toy chain (:
hehs (:
my fuckedup brother is rlly getting on my nerves la.
sometimes, he can be kind.
sometimes, rlly. buaytahan.
rahs. >:(
went to mccafe to have our desserts.
i dont know what i want la.
then ~ i saw this.
OREO ROMEO CHEESECAKE.
(: i had this , with iced chocolate.
had four of the cheesecake though.
im starting to like cheesecake.
oreo romeo cheesecake , i meant. :D
when i reached home.
i msg-ed cw.
asking him not to be angry with xiuwei.
he's not.
he says that he's just upset & disappointed thats all.
yeahs, i know how he feels la.
& again,
we sort of agured .
heh, we are rlly like opposites la.
he care about the future,
whether he can last with xiuwei anot.
cause he doesn't want to be hurt in the end.
while i.
i dont care .
to me, future doesnt matter
i cared about the present.
what for think so much ?
why cant just think about the present.
& tresure every moment with your loved one.
i dont care if i rlly get hurt in the end.
heh. tsktsk.
me&him. have different things in our minds.
ohwell.
ivan's selling his brakes.
... just to buy that bearbag for me.
heh, i feel so damn bloody bad la.
i rlly dont mind him, giving me a super belated bdae present
a brake leis
can cause death .
fuck me la. i shouldn't had asked him to buy for me.
fuck fuck fuck fuckfuck.
IF, IF ..
you have a stead.& you know,
the very next day.
he/she would break up with you.
what will you do ?
(A) break up with him/her , immediately. before he/she hurt you.
(B) spent the last moment with him/her
i guess, cw would choose (A)
& me. (B) [:

i want to be your closest daugther again.
that daughter whom you shared your joy with.
that daughther whom you shared your secrets with,
that daugther whom you tells everything to.
cause..
i want to know your everything
it does matter to me.
DADDY ~ LCD ME.

i think, im infected with love.
he's bad.
he flirts.
he smoke.
he lied to me.
he doesnt make a good boyfriend.
he has dirty thoughts.
he jio girls & stead with them, as he claims its fun.
those bad points , im clear & aware of it.
but still, i dont know what the fuck is wrong with me.
i love you so damn much.
just because of one reason.
a big reason.
making me forget, about him.

i thought we would last.
wo xiang, wo zhi shi yi xianq qin yun
shou bu ke neng de shi.
heh,iwantmyromeoback

why cant the world be virtual ?
in this way, i wont have to face reality.
which has cause me much hurt.
heh. I CANT FACE REALITY.
TOO PAINFUL.
but still,in the end.
i still have to.
its life.
im not fated to be with him anyway.
GIVE ME SOME TIME
.& I PROMISEI WILL FORGET ABOUT HIM
AND BE HIS GUAIGUAI DAUGTHER.

Friday, July 14, 2006 ; 8:16 PM

yesterday was funny okay.
chatted with stephanie (:
haha. she ah.
can rlly make me laugh like mad sia.
before her.
i called someone.
then i thought she was conferencing with him la.
but ~ im like so stupid la
him : hello
me : ya.
him : huh ?
me : stephanie .. ?
hin : (slient)
me : conferene me & her together la ! ( i was shouting )
him : she hung up ler
me : oh. sorry
then i kup the phone.
its like rlly so ps lor !
heh. & my aunty says that she's loud.
haha, got sleepy & went back to sleep (:
heh. i woke up at 7 today.
not feeling well la.
wasn't in any mood.
& my aunt, has gone to china D:
for a week.
bloody hell im gonna miss her la
going ahma's hse later.
SIAN HALF

heh,
i guess he's rlly advoiding me.
i cant do anytime much.
he doesnt know.
how much i want to be with him
he doesnt know.
how i feel when he said he wants a breakup
he doesnt know
bloody hell, how much he had hurted.
other relationships.
i can put down, easily.
but i think, he will be the first.
the first one.
he's gotten be hard to let go.
he let me forget,
the past, that guy whom i loved so long.
heh. it all came to an end.
& again. i cant do anythingy.
just watching aside,
seeing him with other girls.

god, today is not good okay.
D:
maths was the first period.
heh, how boring can this gets .
lilian went to the toliet.
after 5 mins, i turned my head.
to check whether she's back anot.
but narh, i got worried la.
so i ran out. to find her.
& there she was.
coming down from the stairs.
i asked her.
where she go.
she said toliet.
& stomp off.
heh, i know that she's pekchek with smth la.
next, was english.
BORING LA.
stephanie again. told me smth (:
was rlly rlly rlly happy lor.
tsk , she&him fought.
stupid reasons.
lilian also told me why she's not in the mood
heh. & again. another fight.
ohwell.
recess was quite lor.
lilian didnt talk much.
i missed your evil laughter girl.
haha :D
during upper sec recess,
i went up . to find ivan & him (:
passed by 4/3 class.
& you know what i saw ?
i saw, richard.
hiding at the back door.
is he advoiding me ?
heh, okay i huanlo la.
since he want to be like that.
let it be.
i'll face the facts.
then ~ i turned.
i saw him, staring at me.
i SMILE (: WIDELY.
& he , smile back
((((((((((((((((((((((((((:
heh ^^
so. i guess he's not ?
or is he ?
ohwell. AHH !
talked to him.
he's rlly hyper shy lor.
tsktsk.
chinese was bored.
then, assembly.
clarance was rich enough to buy a tie lor.
7$ , tsktsk :D
assembly was as boring as usual la.
heh, lilian & stephanie cant stop their craps la.
they were calling me a dog -.-
THEIR DOG.
& played monster in the mirror.
tsktsk !
haha. & finally, lilian was back to her old self (:
after school, saw ivan they all outside school.
he told me that jg & bastard gonna fight & asked if i want to see show
im like. wow
SECTWO VS SECFOUR.
who wins ?
haha. see for yourself later lor . "D
went to HSC ,find cleo.
first, cleo called me.
say that she will be late.
cause need to take some tickets la.
then, jabez called.
asking where am i.
he told me that cleo is in ws, mcd.
im like wth.
she told me that she's in school lor.
WLOUS LA.
nevermind, jabez came.
& he thought that those ahbeng were going to beat him up.
he rlly think too much la.
THEN ~ i called ivan
wanting to know the results.
HAHA ! SEC TWO LEIS !
IM LIKE HIGH HIGH HIGH ^^
WAY THE GO LA JG (:
haha. was like so shocked la.
he's so small size compare to bastard
saw heidi (: OHMY ~
haha.
soon, i called xiuwei.
& pangseh, cleo&jabez.
sorry la hor.
went back to school with xiuwei (:
yeahs.
haha,soon.
CG were out.
& went home with joelle (:
she's nice lor (:
haha. the way she talks.
so funny la.
haha. :D
im starting to like her more&more la
. & the best part is that,
she lived at 231 while i lived at 232
haha :D

im fucking irritated by this fucking attitude of yours
you dont know how selfish you are.
you only think of yourself, FIRST.
you never spare a thought for people.
your friends, or should i say me..
why cant you congrats me, like my other friends do ?
why do you always, ALWAYS treated me so cold when im in a relationship.
why oh ,fucking why.
whatever shit it is , i dont care anymore.
i've friends. friends who stand by me when i need them

people think that i've gotten over you.
people think that i will not be upset
people think that i will not cry.
yeahs, thats why they think.
they will never understand.
those complicated stuffs i undergo.
any kind souls are kind enough to buy me vodka
i need to get drunk, tonight.
its the only way.
to say byebye to the pain&sorrows.

Thursday, July 13, 2006 ; 6:48 AM

heh.first period was art (:
need to design some shoe which is due on monday.
ahhh, not enough time for me , the greatest desinger, to design a shoe okay :D
anyway, then need to do some cartoon drawing ?
yeahs, need to draw eyes,nose,mouth,ear&hair.
haha, mr fabian lim draw like machiam.
haha, me&steph were laughing like mad la.
THEN ~
steph told me smth & i went high ^^
though it doesn't concern me
but, im happy for her :D
& i also know that him, knew the truth.
heh. i didnt expect him to know lor.
hais. >:(
anyway, it was pe.
D: BADMINTON.
i hate it so so much la.
heng, i didnt sweat much today (:
got dulan with mapang okay.
he doesnt want to hang over the keys to us la.
how fucking irritating can he gets ?
came chinese.
& i was not in the mood la.
things were running through my head.
i rlly dont know okay.
everyone thought that i was crying.
im not okay.
im seriously fine.
haha, the funnest part is when daryl pass me a packet of tissue
& asked me not to cry :D
aww, thats how sweet my little brother is
haha.
i already treat him as my REAL didi ler
hahahahah :D
english need to do some letter writting.
was not in totally mood la.
out of no where,
ivan popped out.
LOL, he told me somethings.
that also made me high ^^ .
haha :D
mskang didnt come today.
heh, was rather boring
misschen was like, dao-ing all the way.
i dont like okay.
when i talked to yuenian.
she gave me that stupid look la.
bitchy, whatever.
finally, school ended.
yuanyun,sihui,stpehanie&lilian went home.
while me,yijie&alicia stayed back for the AMC thingy.
heh, was bored bOrED BORED .
so .. i decided to miss call my little brother & shaowei
haha, it was so much fun.
(: , daryl really can make me laugh :D
after that. met xiuwei at canteen.
yeah, she was waiting for her dear.
& we were like drawing on her body lor.
EVERYWHERE.
her hand, her leg, her lips, her ear. haha
simply everywhere la.
then cheewai came, went off. (:
richard was there too la.
xiuwei stopped me from talking to her.
as she wants me to talk to him ?
heh, its like impossible la.
when we reached ws.
i asked xiuwei to pei me.
but ~ that stupid cheewai say that she must pei him
& she's his.
im like, no lor. you shutup la.
SHE'S MINE !
& he agured.
LALALALAs.
he asked him one stupid question la.
" you want me or her ? , you choose "
haha. stupid la.
then ~ he did his que chao.
hahaha.
he sat on the ground like a kid.
& sort of kick his legs la.
& say ' i want xiuwei '
LOL la.
super funny la.
its like when a mummy dont wan let her kid have an icecream
then the kid will just sit down & nag.
haha :D
soon, i was kind enough to give up xiuwei to him okay :D
THANK ME.
headed off to loyang point (:
& & & & I SAW IAN TAN WEI JIAN !
haha, he didnt recognize me , i guess ?
oh well :D
after tuition, ate oreo cheesecake.
yummy, it tasted nice lor.
(:
& ZEKE IS REALLY REALLY VERY NICE ~
i thought he say he but me 14 fish is for fun de.
but i didnt expect it, that he would actually buy for me !
((((((((:
yeahs , overall . he's a nice person (:

i didnt put much hope into this relationship,
cause i knew, from the start, you never loved me.
it has all ended, happily (:
surprisingly, im not feeling any hatred or upset.
shi yin wei, ni rang wo ming bai, xin fu ke yi na mo jian dan de.
DADDY ~ you still owe me 10 mentos -.-
i dont care (:
i can find a better stead then you .
but definely, never find a better daddy than you (:
so in the end,
i was not much needed by anyone.
but im happy&glad enough to have true friends by my side when i need them most.
XIUWEI,STEPHANIE,ALICIA,LILIAN,IVAN&JASMINEENG
thank god for giving me such good friends (:

NOT EVERY JULIET NEEDS A ROMEO (:

DADDY & NUER .
IT WILL STAY LIKE THIS FOREVER.
NO MORE CHANGES :D

Wednesday, July 12, 2006 ; 2:29 AM

hmms
i went mcd early today.
so i sat there, waited for him.
heh, it was so damn bloody cold la.
i was freezing there okay.
then , i felt someone pulling my bag.
LOL. i turned, him (:
he : ehs, raining leis
me : or
he : you want take cab to school ?
me : err, dont need la. we walk
i wanted to say him la.
but narh, haha
rich eh.
we reached school, wet
D: , but nevermind.
at least, i've walked to school with him (:
first, was history.
boring as ever.
won't talk much about it.
then came CME
did some stupid questions la.
Q1 : briefly describe the world you live in.
Q2 : can you make the difference in the world ? explain.
heh, 10marks each.
i wrote loads of bullshit la
& daryl sat beside me (:
haha, he made me laugh like hell la.
like so cute la.
haha. he can be my brother leis.
cause he really act&looks like one (:
when i scold him, he would just diam diam
haha :D
maths, was the last period D:
some angmo's came in our class to do some video taking thingy.
LOL, wenhui went crazy over an angmo YANDAO :D
haha, he was beside TANLILIAN.
how lucky can she gets la. :D
after the lesson, lina asked him
how tall is he.
he answered : ME ? 1.97m . you ?
i was like WOW!
he's really super super tall lor.
did the SBL
got pekchek la.
stephanie&lilian dont want let me see that letter okay.
D: rahs.
nevermind . dont be so kapo.
while walking out of the school.
lilian said that he called me.
but i dont knoe why, i dont want to turn & say bye to him la.
i just walked off, just like that.
wlous, i feel so darn fucking bad la D:
hais.
THEN ~ i heard a fucking great news lor.
haha, was really really high ^^
she make a good chioce (:

i know its stupid. but heh, i cant do anything much.
you dont know how much i want to be with you.
though its just a 5 mins walk, it can rlly make my day.
what they called, the slient movie.
didnt talk much. but im loving it :D

suddenly, i felt so darn weak.
its not because of you, or is it ?
fucking hell la.
im not in the right mood today.
i want to cry out loud.

Tuesday, July 11, 2006 ; 6:55 AM

HAPPY BDAE TO DARYL AW (:

im pissed today la .
wth can.
morning, we gave xiuwei her present
haha.
she's like super ps
her face all went red & LOADS of people were lookin at us lor.
& AHGONG DOESNT KNOW HOW TO WEAR A BRA
haha.
super funny la.
first was lit.
heh, was fun talking to daryl la.
haha. zhisheng is a quite clever kia
rlly lor. he's like so smart la :D
after recess, was the health screening thingy.
heh, was BORING.
& clarance got pekchek with lilian ?
cause she kept disiao-ing him la.
" CLARACNE LIKES YUENIAN "
heh, he said she got too far.
ohwell.
we missed out teacher yuan's lessons.
how saddening yeah ?
haha.
we all thought we could skipped that oldfreak's lessons la.
but narhs.
hais, i was sleeping la.
her lessons can rlly kill me.
i loved maths so so much lor.
give this type of kp teacher teach.
heh, i won't learn much
after maths was SBL
teacher was talking & talking & talking.
we didnt even touch the com la
D:
ohyah. & the lit's play.
GRANDMAMMA ONE : NICHOLAS
GRANDMAMMA TWO :ZHISHENG
NARRATOR : ME (:
WITCH ONE : SHAOWEI
WITCH TWO : ALICIA
BOY : DARYL
haha, i think its gonna to be interesting lor (:
ahah :D
dance was cancel last minute.
so i waited for CG people (:
i saw _______ looking at her.
awww, he was looking&looking&looking.
& he never got his eyes off her.
tsktsk. (:
then ~ joelle suddenly break down la.
until super jialut.
so me, steph, xiuwei & cheewai went to see her lor.
(((((((((((:
more like, im crapping with steph nia.
& I LOVE THOSE GREEN JOLLIBEANS LOR
(: super hyper nice,
& it got to do nth about the green jacket guy okay
went back school.
i thought he went home.
but narh, he's still there (:
happy leis :D
okay people,
im such a kindsoul okay.
i helped IVAN PEH okay okay okay ~
he doesnt want to patch with his ex.
so im here to help him (:
kind hor. yeahs, i know (:
:D
her : hello .
me : yar, im ivan's meimei
me : you still like ivan ar ?
her : ya
me : oh, he doesnt want you to be sad. but to tell you honestly. he got stead ler.
so ehs, i think you can find a better guy than him ba.
her : or
me : ya, you wait ah, ivan want to talk to you.
( pass the phone to him )
( he wants me to act out as his "gf" la , but i dont want
so left with steph & rebecca. so who ? )
( ahah, rebecca lor (: )
rebecca : hello, im ivan's gf
ivan : ya, MY GF
her : nolor, hen fake lor
ivan: haiyah, whatever shit is it.
i dont want to patch with you okay
BYE BYE
wlous, how hurting lor.
tsktsk.
jiaqi,rebecca,lilian,stephanie,anges&xiuwei so mean can.
kept pushing me to him.
ahhh. D:
lilian cant stop her craps -.-
heh, went to find lilian's bestfriend :D
wow, her office hor.
so shiok can.
im gonna visit her often (:
we chatted,
ahaha. funny man !
then, bloody hell, it started to pour heavily.
heard a knock at the door.
oh. IVAN ~
he was asking who is stephanie la.
i diedie dont want to tell.
i was wondering why he want to know lor.
then ~ outside. heh heh _______ !
(:
yeahs, he was holding an umbrella (:
ITS LIKE SO DARN BLOODY SWEET LOR !
we left _______ & _____ alone (:
aww aww aww aww aww awww.
haha, sorry people. :D
went home. (:
jabez called, at that time im super pekchek la.
met him at my house downstairs.
told me somethings, that got me more pekchek.
sorry la , if i've shown you attitude
i didnt mean it . D:
& XIUWEI IS RLLY VERY SWEET ! (:

LOVES ! ♡ BABY BABY says:
hahaha

; LOVES ! ♡ BABY BABY says:
OHYEAH !

XIUWEI : I'VE TRIED YOUR BREAD !
xiuwei : DAMN NICE LA
xiuwei : hahahahahs

xiuwei: I LOVE JOELYN ~

xiuwei: hahahahahahs

me:haha

10 cuts, & i dont feel any pain.

10 years of sisterhood & you treated me like that.

fine. whatever. D:

no matter what, i sweared , to be your bestest bestest sister forever.

i wont take back my words.

i cant stop myself from thinking,

of losing you.

i know that im shy.

but i'll try my very best not to.

ai yi ge ren, yao hen duo de yong qi.

dan ~ wo mei you.

i've no courage to love you deeper.

im just afraid i might lose you just someday

i dont want to be hurt again .

Monday, July 10, 2006 ; 5:55 AM

heh, was doing the scrpit.
ahhhh. my head really can go kaboom !
T.T , so many things to do in so little time.
sectwo hao xin ku la ! -.-
today went to mcd. met dear (:
yarhs, didnt really talk la.
was both shy :D
reached school, was wondering where's lilian.
THEN ~ she shouted : R&J
he got ps & went off.
LOLs ahahas.
ivan gave me a stupid face & lilian called him a retard.
ahahs :D
blind people also can see he's a retard la.
ahahs KD ! (:
& i got my lollipop (:
thank you ah (:
first period was history.
sian dao ~ D:
heh, im loving home ec more&more leis ! (:
i parthner with siti as tiara didn't come school again.
hais. T.T
did chocolate muffins which tasted SUPER NICE !
(: , tried alicia's one.
okay la.
then clarance's. yeahs NICE (:
was sweet enough (:
cop one from manpang.
ahahs :D
ruben was selfish enough for not sharing !
hmphs ! SELFISH LEIS -.-
mdm chung is rlly so kp la.
now i then know why,
stephanie hate her so darn much.
i dont know wth happen to her la.
she gave us her fucking bad attitude.
siao gi na la.
stupid ~
i didnt have the chinese compo thingy that yuan teacher gave .
so i decided to copy the questions from alicia.
wlous, then she go con those papers.
like wth la. fuck her leis.
she want to punish also punish me right.
its not even alicia's fault lor.
after school, alicia came my house (:
did the lit thingy (:
heh, okay we were just playing my com la .
haha.
she msg-ed ivan (:
i wanted to prank call him de.
then he called me, sounded super pekchek.
heh, i thought i made him pekchek la.
but narh.
personal matters :D
BGR LOR. :D
haha, should i help him ?
hmmms.
well, i dont know la.
depends on my mood tomorrow ! :D
cause he needs to give an answer to her (:
& mummy bought me some cute dogs that can sing ?
LOLs. super cute la.
let see ,
zeke's buying me 14 guppies & a fish tank.
ivan's buying me that bear bag (:
yuanyun & yjie buying me some blinkblink & longlong :D
xiuwei,stephanie,sihui&lilian. i dont know what are they buying me :D
jeremy's buying me two hamsters (:
YAY ! finally, an excuse to keep hamster (:
wlous, then my house is like zoo liao lor -.- !
dog, hamster, fish . LOLs

IM LOVING YOU MORE&MORE

Saturday, July 08, 2006 ; 10:22 PM

IT STARTED WITH A KISS <3

wow, yesterday chatted with loads of people okay.
first, jeroel called (:
was shocked okay.
he last called me since .... last year ?
ahahahs :D
yeahs. he injured his leg la.
get well soon okay ? :D
then ~ we kup down ler.
not long, ivan called.
he was riding with jeremy they all lar.
he was bullshit-ing all the way.
he claims that he's one yandao&cutie.
ohplease la ! im gonna faint.
he's damn super bhb lor.
& bloody hell, he wants to pinch me -.- !
he dare, i kick him sehs.
stupid lame kia ~
jeremy&leon were gong enough to believe that i want a patch with bastard.
tsktsk.
they dont have a single clue that i stead
ahahahs. a bunch of bendans.
ivan : ehs, joelyn, later my friend msg you can ?
me : oh can. who ?
ivan : jeremy lor
me : ohhhhs. :D
ivan : oi, jeremy . joelyn say hor later if you want to msg her. must let me see first, then can msg.
ivan : & she also say, that im the most cutest guy leis. PLUS ! she wants to patch with bastard.
me : WTH LA ! IVAN !!
i was screaming & shouting on that bloody phone la.
THEY ACTUALY BELIEVE LOR !
after 72mins, BYEBYE (:
at 1135 , my phone rang.
was wondering it was who
heh, DEXTER ~
after 15mins. kup ler .
was too tired to go on talking la.
tuition was sian as ever.
did some exposition thingy.
heh, i did pretty good okay (:
after tuition, it started to rain D:
awwww. T.T
ohyah, & zeke promised me to buy me 14 guppies&a fish tank .
for my bdae present.
as one of my guppies just died D:
he's super nice la (:
okay people, i'll stop.
i need to do lit (:

JEROEL WANSHUI

heh, im back (:
yesterday, i dont know what i did to my phone la.
then the sim card tio locked.
ahhhh! so ps for those late reply of messages yeahs ?
went to school early today.
i thought i was the first one to reach.
but narhs, some of them were there already.
then ~ one of the AVA boys were singing.
wow, its like so nice la.
nicer than wilson's :D
rlly. i liked his voice :D
ahhhahas.
he sang kiss you goodbye.
awwwww. NICCCEEEE LAAAAAA.
ahahahs.
we went to musicroom.
changed, had our hairs&makeup done.
then zoom , off we went (:
ha, i thought we were dancing outside the bookshop.
but i was so wrong la.
we danced at the prarade square.
under that super hot sun .
its damn hot okay.
our makeups all melted ler -.- !
ahahs.
i was darn tired la.
we danced three times okay.
& plus the choir people is so noisy.
hais. no peace la.
it was nice talking to clarice&liying (:
i saw those CG members playing the drums.
& THEN ~ i spotted 310 :D
i rlly gotten admit.
he's so damn cool. :D
too bad lilian's not here.
ahahs :D
she missed out the "fun" (:
~~bet~~ she's super jealous now.
thats too bad lor.
there's nth i can do la ahahahs.
i waited for yijie outside the staffroom.
heh, it took her so long la.
walked to interchange with yijie (:
saw ms mak on the way .
& IVAN OWES ME A LOLLIPOP ! :D

IM DEADLY IN LOVE.
WITH HIM & ONLYHIM (:
SMAUCKS x3

Friday, July 07, 2006 ; 5:31 AM

I PROMISE, I WILL (:

ha. woke up at 8 today.
i cant sleep la -.-
watched pocoyo.
super cute laaaa !
ahahahs :D
changed & went to school (:
i thought i was late , but narh.
reached school ontime (:
saw the band members, preparing thier instructments.
then the AVA kia.
tsktsk
was suppose to wake shuki up.
but i scared i forgot, so i called ivan to help me.
but in the end, he didnt la.
i thought why shuki need to wakeup at 1145 ?
maybe something inportant. O-O
ahahahs :D
we danced once, for the principal.
then ms ida say my hair cant pass.
so she hair sprayed my hair.
aaarrrrhhhh ! T.T
i hate hair spray D:
then we had our lunch.
box lunch (:
after that, i rushed to the toilet.
to wet my hair la (:
finally, the hair spray is being removed (:
went back to music room
to have our makeup's on (:
i liked the eye liner part.
the rest, ehs. soso la :D
i thought i could keep my fringe down.
but NO ~
we all need to pin up our fringe.
wlous, i looked freaky werid la.
saw loads of prps teachers (:
& I SAW MY PRIMARY THREE FORM TEACHER.
blooy hell do i miss her.
she saw me.
& i thought she would forget me.
but guess what,.
she smiled at me (:
im like so happy la.
& ofcos, i smiled back (:
our hair is like so hard la.
with gliters on too.
i had the most gliters on my head okay.
after dance had finished.
me&clarice rushed to the toliet.
to get rid of those itchy gliters&hair spray (:
we put our heads into the sink la.
ahahahs. (:
like o ba sam :D
okay huanlo laaaaaa. :D
then i went to wait for alicia outside staffroom (:
i was sitting there alone, lying my head on the table .
then ~
ivan was just behind me la.
he msg-ed me asking if i were crying.
im like diao, cry for what ?
:D & finally, she came out (:
on the way to to interchange.
there, i saw alex.
with his friends.
i was wondering why he was there la.
then alicia gave me that stupid look.
how many thousand times must i say.
i dont like him. FINAL ~
then ~ i saw stephanie !
ahahs. she,JIAQI,yanyee,vivien&cheewai were there, celebrating xiuwei's bdae (:
yeps. ahhas :D
xiuwei put some cake on cheewai's face & she's gonna licked it off.
ahahahs ! :D
how cool ! ahahas.
i was there, enjoying (:
or should i say , laughing (:
steph asked if i want to call JS.
to ask him out :D (laughs)
i said, okay lorh. (:
i use her phone to call him.
so that she can hear him talk :D
JS : hellos ?
me : ehs, js you know who am i ?
JS : errr, no who are you ?
me : guess (:
JS : err, i dont know.
me : im joelyn la
JS : or
me : ehs. you want to go out with me (gigging)
JS : huhs ?
me : you want to go out with me ?
JS : what ? ( i think he's deaf or smth )
me : {shouts} YOU WANT TO GO OUT WITH ME ANOT LA !
JS : or, okay. when ?
me : ehs, yi huo; jiang lai . :D
haiyah, when you are free lorh
JS : oh okay
me : yeahs. bye
JS : bye
ahahhas . we were laughing laaaa.
LOLs (:
YAY. went home , met jabez (:
hahahs, he's one lame kor laaa.
but also the best one i ever had :D
had a great,nice&lame chat with him (:
soon, i went home
i washed my hair like three times ?
ahahahs :D
lilian is super mean okay !
she knows that he's shy & kept on asking him to say.
mean siah !
lilian : oi, say lehs
him : errrr, hen rou ma leh
lilian : haiyah, say la.
him : _______________________ (censored) :D
lilian : no.. not like that. say again.
him : errr,dont want la
lilian : quick la.
him : ____________________ (censored again ) (:
lilian : joelyn, reply him :D
me : orh, hmmm, okay
lilian : (giggles ) . ehs you wait arh.
then ~ i heard her laughter.
IS IT SO FUNNY ?! tsktsk.

ZEROSEVENZEROSEVENTWOZEROZEROSIXRICHARDZHANGZHE <3