JOELYNTANYIYING. & BABY,ILOVEYOU <3

Thursday, August 31, 2006 ; 1:23 AM

today's not a good day okay D:
alicia,lilian&stephanie didnt come okay !
im like .. so lonely can D:
T.T sadded sia.
anyway, gave yuenian his chocolates (:
yeahs. he loved it la (:

LOL
& there's a funny part.
dont know who, go buy mooncake to him luhs.
yuenian = yuebing
LOL ! :DD

we had our ACES day 'exercise' in the hall :D
cze it was raining.
phew ~
its not a exercise luhs.
we just sat on the floor & rotate our heads
& streched our hands.
like diao la ! OMG LUH~ :D
mdm samsiah asked us to put our hands together.
& we all started clapping :DD
ya what, she said to put our hands together ma ..
hahaha :D

went down for recess.
was all blahs.
was so darn boring without them three la.
wlous wlous wlous.
i hate loneliness can. =l
it rlly sucks big

so after that, had a class party .
they order'd pizza.
but i ate none =l
cze i was simply so bored la.
noone to talk to . D:
so i went to 2/1 find angxiuwei :D
talked, crapped, laughed :D

10.45 went back to class .
& gelin ... broke down ?
yeahs, i dont know what happen la.
but just cheer up (:
okays ?
cze you'll never knows who will fall in love with your smile :D
i alr used to that crappy & hyper gelin ho :DD
BE HAPPY (: <33

& thank you.
clarence tang, for talking to me :DDD -.-
sat behind him during assembly :D
i kept on hitting his ear la hor :D
its red like ~~~ hahaha
not my fault lor
is his ear too lousy ><

its alr 12.15 le.
they stiu havent release us.
we all were like wtf la hor.
chiong to pasirrisprimary with clarence&edward :D
& blahs
( to be continued :D )

Wednesday, August 30, 2006 ; 1:26 AM

我又怎么样的对你说
我还爱你
这是我错误的决定

eeks.
my wounds. its horrible >:l
ohwell T.T
lilian didnt come to school today
heh, sian'd la :DD
丽莲，我会想你的leis :DD

after morning assembly
i chiong back to class.
not wanting to see mdm lina.
or should i say, escaping. =l
stephanie pei me luhs (:
we waited for the others to come to the class.
we were like ..
why so long de ah ?
i ran out, to see where are they.
then ruben say they go to the computer lab 4 ><
LOL luhs :D

CME was (&#_@^#@
super lame & boring la hor.
history was worst D:
had 0 interest in history alr.
it doesnt seems to interest me in any way

went down to the gerenal office. (:
tsk, i dont know how many times i went down there alr :D
too often :D
anyway, mr sam chase me out la.
im like wth ?)@*#_@&#@
im INJURED okay.
stupid dumb dumb
不要不要不要 :D
( only stephanie knows what i mean for the bu yao part :D )

got back the topical test
39.5/50
heh, lessons were so so boring *yawns.
will be having some remedial lessons on tuesday,
during the holidays.
why teachers wont give us a break !
we need to relax man ! )@&*_&#@

maths was like fuck. D:
anyway, labi's friends were outside.
they called for me.
they asked some questions that i find funny luhs

he: joelyn !
me: ( point to me )
he: ya you.
me: (what)
he: come here,
me: for what ?
he: i need to ask you something
me: just say la .
he: you know the labi thing ?
me: yarhs.
he: who win ?
( his friends were talking to him about derictellingxiuwei )
me: ah, dickson ?
he: who say dickson win one ?
me: weiji
he: ( walks away )

i think ,there's some parts missing
but i forgot what they asked me la
too noisy.
cant hear anything, clearly

waited for stephanie after school.
& talked to 气歪歪 :D
yeahs, he's a little down =l
ohwell, & ya !
richard's behaving like a kid can ><
he like .. jumping on his friends' back
& wanting them to piggy back him
LOL !
then cheewai jumped on that cute( to xiuwei) guy :D
LOL ! super funny la.
rlly luhs. haha

it rain'd cats&dogs.
tsktsk, me,stephanie,yanyee& xiuwei
walked under the rain luhs.
bobian =l
we were all translucent =X
my hair is like .. wow
rly very wet
went to the toliet & blow dry my hair :D
yanyee& xiuwei went to fareast luhs D:

met alicia just now.
to pass her the singaporeIdol ticket. T.T
my mum doesnt allow me to go la.
there goes my chance =l
onthe way home,
saw evan,joel,keffe& some malay guy ?
yeahs :D
ring stephanie.
telling her that xiuwei's things are settle.
& she told me that xiuwei's not with her.
im like funny.
just now xiuwei call'd.
she said she's still at fareast.

me: then where are you ?
her: simei
me: simei ?! do what ? with who
me: oh oh oh ~~~~~
her: nobody, im with nobody.
me: ya right, dont lie to me luhs
her: rlly what, nobody
me: oh rly ? not with _______ meh ?
her: har ?

she's just trying to cum gong .
tsktsk, think i dont know is it ? :DD

i understand whats going through your crappy brain ,darling.
cze i've been in this status before luhs.
it totally sucks.
a few days to the anniver.
heh, just forget.
i know its impossible la.
but its life.
its full of sorrows&pain.
no pain no gain
我对你的承诺，我不会让你流眼泪的
i'll do my very best, to try to make your day
MOOCHES <333333333

Tuesday, August 29, 2006 ; 6:49 AM

cze its just a if :l
i shouldnt think that positive afterall.
cze it will only lead to disappointment in the end
its all gone & its never ever coming back.
i gave you up, boy
its the end.

hell, my leg still bloody hurts la hor D:
red like fuck can !? (*&#_@*@*#!)*
went to the gerneral office to apply some cream on it.
& xiuwei is kind enough to follow me (:
& fuck, was that sway.
saw mdm lina :l

she: so, i guess's you still havent change uh ?
me: (stares, start tucking in my shirt & pulling down my skirt)
she: oh you dont need to do that alr. im gna give you 3 bms next term ( walks away)

i mean, whatthefuck la hor
i took out my studs okay.
& thats isnt enough ? _l_
my skirt is longer than that day's
& i didnt fold my skirt can.
i just wear high up.
i dont know why, she kp so much.
the handbook didnt say that we cant wear our skirts high.
_l_ . she suck la.

scored 18/22 for lit (:
* claps ! (:
& surprising, lilian got 17.5/22
all of us were like.
wow, lilian ?! UNBELIEVEABLE :DD
okay kidding yeahs ? :D
had a lollipop as a reward (:
I LOVE MRS WONG / MS KOH<3
she's a nice teacher afterall.
i love her lessons
i never get bored can. :D

& im happy today okay (((((:
yes yes yes, super hyper happy ^^
i've never felt this way for a long time le.
its rly very very very nice (:
i liked it.
* smiling big :DDD
LALALALALALALALA
hahah (:

went down to the home econ room during SBL
to do our pratical luhs (:
yeahs, we baked.
& hell, it turn'd out to be horrible :D
but its edible la :D
unlike stpehanie's :D
anyway, JOSHUA'S LIL BROTHER IS REALLY CUTE !
:DDD he's a naughty one haha
he's cute cute cute ~
i think, im finding him tmrw :D

waited for the CG's people (:
its the same old thing every tuesday la :D
reached home at 7.30
& hell, i got a big nags from mummy & daddy. :l
they want fabian's number. chicken ~

TO JASMINEENGHUIMIN <3
its been 2 months le.
i know, you loved him so darn much.
but anyway, im here for you.
talk to me, when you need someone.
i cant promised to be a good adviser
but i swear, i will be a good listener.
we swear'd , to share out joys & sorrows together.
& i shall share your sorrows with you.
rlly, i will. if you ever are willing to (:
you have been always protecting & watching him from afar.
& i bet, you're tired & stress out.
i'll be your guardian angel.
i will , be always, watching you.
& will always be there, whenever you needed me.
shout for me, when you are bored or stressed or whatever shits :D
thats what darlings are for, right ? (:
i know , its impossible for you to smile & be happy right now.
just ... dont be too sad, & cheer up alittle.
cze, seeing you like this.
it rlly breaks my heart.
your heart may be broken in many bits of pieces.
i will pick them up, one by one, little by little .
by hand & mend it back for you.
even it takes a year or eternity.
im willing to.
for all those things you said & done for me.
its worth. /
if he doesnt know how to cherish you.
dont worry, cze you know.
you'll have me :DDD
YOUR SMILE IS MY EVERYTHING <3333333

you said hi & waved. (:
i like'd it muchie :D
my heart beated like no one's business.
我很喜欢这种feeling :D
我想我在不知不觉
开始喜欢你了
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Monday, August 28, 2006 ; 2:30 AM

& fuck ?
)*@#)@&*#)@#
my post gone ?
i guess. im gna rewrite everything, again =l

SATURDAY.
went to cityhall with stephanie.
for the girls' nation dance battle.
& i liked addictions (:
rlly very nice luhs.
saw one pretty girl .
she lookd like chloe.
but cannot be 100% sure la.
cze im partially blind=/
sent stephanie for her ballet lessons (:
see , aint i kind :D

took bus3 to downtown .
saw gordon&evan :D
yeahs. them two :D
they take me as their toy la !
fuck them la hor

gordon: jie, want to stead ma ?
me: ( stares )
gordon: one minute
evan: gordon, steady la. you stead with her one minute then i stead with her one hour, okay ?
gordon: you crazy ah ? she so ugly, my lj is prettier than her luhs. hor jie ?
me: dont be sick boy :D

& then, he punch'd & pinchd me.
_l_ i hate people to pinch my cheeks can !
)&#)&@*(#&@(
he went off

evan: why you dont want to stead with gordon.
me: cze i dont want.
evan: you want to stead with me?
me: ....
evan: for one hour (:
me: might as well ,dont.
evan: okay la, one week. okay ?
me: no
evan: why ?
me: cze you're a sec one.
evan: no luhs. i sec two but 15
me: ya right.
evan: rlly ! gordon 14 leis.
me: -.-
evan: why you dont want to stead with me !
me: ..........
me: cze you're a sec one !
evan: rlly ma ? dont regret hor.
me: dont worry, i wont :D

he went off after hearing that wendy tio some taiji.
met my parents.
& play'd para !
people ! im back to para (:
<33333333333
KISS KISS KISS ; expert mode.
here i come !
im gna pass this bloody nice song (:

SUNDAY
skipped tuition.
went to mervyn's house instead :D
met ivan at 1
& headed to hougang to buy his cables.
at 4 plus. went back to pasir ris.
& in, aloha loyang.

& hell, ivanpeh injured me twice.
first, he tong pang me.
from down town to aloha loyang
i had to stand, cze there's no seat -.-
his tires rub'd against my legs.
thus, causing friction.
& MY LEG IS BURNT LA
T.T its red like fuck luhs.
second, at the acrade.
he lift up the machine there
cze my coin stuck ma.
he didnt see my leg there
& bang, he hit my leg D:
its blueblack now T.T
im crippled la ! )&$*(#&$_#

played para like hell :D
its free play (:
unlimited plays (: yay !
but sian la.
cze its 1st mix . =/

& thx cheryl .
for inviting me & giving so many wonderful treats :D
have more parties yeahs ? :DDD
haha
went home at 10
sian 1/2

MONDAY
HAPPY BDAE TO CHONGYIJIE

im gna skip'd the lessons part.
cze its simply ..
boring :D
lilian's super high today.
cze its 28 ?
yeahs. D: i still dont know the reason ?
i suck at guessing game la hor.
so people, dont ask me to guess next time yeahs ? :D

during english.
alicia pei me go apply some iodine on my leg.
cze it simply hurts D:
& hell, i was like screaming in the office la.
super pain can T.T
i cant tahan this type of pain la
)&_()@&#_(&#(@

went to haising after school.
find cleo (:
& while waiting.
that guy* came :D

him: oh its you.
me: yeahs its me (:
him: you stephanie's friend right ?
me: yups.
him: you got a nickname right ?
me: har ?
him: hmms. what is it ? let me think.
( walk away )
him : ( came back & sit next to me ) so .. waiting for your friend again ?
me: (laughs) yeahs (:
him: i see, i pei you wait. (:
me: oh, dont need la
him: whats your name ?
me: dont tell you :D
him: ohyah ! your nickname is dog right ? so hello dog (:
me: NO ! NO ! NO !

im gna kill stepahnie okay/
she's dead

cleo bought her bubble tea & we headed home (:
my leg ..
its rlly .. T.T
bwk la !
wlous ! all thx to ivan D:
my legs are soon to be scar'd
my legs !! D:

trust me.
i'll forget you.
& never , ever to bother you.
but .. its rlly hard.
i've tried so many times
but still, i cant get over you ,boy
seriously, i cant name any good points abt you.
我就是喜欢你
喜欢这样的你

Friday, August 25, 2006 ; 6:10 AM

i know.
i dont make a good friend.
i dont make a good daugther.
i dont make a good jie
i dont make a good mei
i dont make a good lover.
i dont make a good sunnu
i dont make a good dog =/
im just a piece of useless freak living on this dead world.
thank lord, for giving such friends , which i dont deserve.
& why oh why.
he alr took my ahma away from me.
but why, he wants more ? D:
its so unfair .
i dont want to face anymore things.
reality is hurting me. D:
he's gonna leave me ..
with his broken promises.
i hate my grandfather !
how could him ! T.T
he's leaving me all alone. in this world.
& he's gonna enjoy himself in the other world.
i dont want !
i want him to be by my side.
protecting me , teaching me
lord, please.
i beg you.
dont take another of my kin away from me.
it rlly hurts.
my heart is breaking.
i cant take another blow .
rlly, i cant anymore.
im weak .

I guess.
im only good at making people angry ..
my big mouth rlly sucks.
i hate myself.
being so selfish.
i only care about myself.
how selfish can i get?
why cant i learn to give concern more ?
sorry . friends.
i guess, i rlly dont make a good one

he's ...
hurting me
你自由了走吧
请你默默的走 不要回头
因为你一旦回头；看我一眼
我就有勇气继续喜欢你
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i had no mood to blog la.
heh =/
maths was blah.
same goes for english & science.
absolute boredom =/

the Act 3 came & performed for us.
yeahs. its the same every year :D
& yuting's laughing like hell la ?
haha yeahs.
was quite funny la (:
but she laugh like ...
wow.
but still, cant compare with jiaqi :D

changed to PE for dance.
& it was cancelled last min =/
sian la.
i want more dance lessons.
to keep me occupied
at least, i've stuff to do
its better than to think that much
or other foolish things =/

went to tampines & watched Click <33333333>
its rlly very very nice luhs (:
i would rate it 4.5/5 (:
yeahs. super nice.
was touching at the end (:
me, cheewai& xiuwei cried la .
exp for that stephanie luhs !
she's cold blooded can !
mygod ~
its rlly very funny la :DD
there's a part where he can ' change colour '
as he got the universal remote ma :D
he was in the car , playing&exploring the remote :D
first, he was in yellow
& then he said that he's sick or smth
second, he was in green.
he acted hulk
third, he was in purple.
& guess'd what !
he acted BARNEY !
he sang, i love you, you love me
we are one big happy family :DD
we were laughing like hell la. :D
& also !
he had a golden retriever & a bulldog .
haha.
didnt know Shaowei & richard acted in this show :D
its a must see movie okay !
trust me, you wont regret (:

went back to school.
heard some unwanted news from my mum =/
thanks yuanyun, manpang& jiaqi
thankyou all many (:
thank you . for being with me.
when i needed someone most.
rlly thanks guys (:
i owe you all one.

& fuck mdm lina la.
she caught my skirt.
& she cut the strings , to make it longer.
_l_
i got pekchek la.
so i wear my shorts with my uniform home.
& everyone's like staring at me la
whatever can.
fuck mdm lima big.
i hate her to fuck.
fuck off la.
)&@#)&$)*&#$
knn ccb . fuckyoubig

AngXiuWei <3>
though she's silly& always clumsy .
her words rlly make me think & reconsider.
thank you ahma (:
you're always the best.
im not gna let anything happen to you
& i never want to see you to be sad again.
ring me, if you ever need me (:
im always by your side.
trust me :D
ILOVEYOU,GIRL

IvanPei Brother
thank you.
for helping me & giving in to me , everytime.
rlly thanks.
i think.
you're the only one.
that can stand my mood swings & stubborness
the best lil brother <3>
& your words.
i will always bear in mind.

Stephanie Koh
heh, that barney :D
she's always laughing&smiling no matter what.
my day was supposely to be spolit.
but somehow, she lit my day up again.
her laughther , her cum-gong-ness , her craps.
never ever failed to make me laugh.
i love going out with her la.
my troubles would seems so far far away

TanYuanYun <33333>
she's always nagging &amp; nagging & nagging at me.
correcting me when im in the wrong.
she's somehow, like my mum =X
haha :D
sometimes, she gets on my nerves.
but i know. all she did.
is for my own good.
i promise, i will try to listen to you okay (:

i dont want to say such a early goodbye <>

Thursday, August 24, 2006 ; 6:35 AM

如果没有你
日子会好一些吗？

EVERYBODY'S HIGH TODAY D:
First was Lilian :DD
cze of some things that happen ytd.
she still havent gotten over it yet :DD
Second was Cleo <3
haha. some things happen during band.
tsktsk :D
she's gonna tell me more luhs (:

Fabian didnt come to school today (:
means free periods la ! (:
haha. anyway,
that relief teacher is rlly ..
dot dot dot luhs.

he : o.O whats that thing on your nose ?
me : oh sticker (:
he : why is there sticker on your nose ?
me : to cover my pimples (:
he : oh, take it out.
me : oh okay.
he : so its a nose stud la ? i saw the needle there.
me : diao ><

he actually believes can.
how stupid la.
:DD

chinese was fun :DD
need to guess some cheng yu :D
i didnt guess one correctly can ><
how stupid D:
Shuxian's the one writting down the answers.
Gelin's the one, asnwering for the bonus qustions :D
Alicia's the one, recording the marks down.
Im the one, raising my hand up (: for teacher to take down.
& lilian's the one, aguring over the marks :DDDDD
haha

Stay'd back after school.
waited for yuanyun to have her lunch (:
went to ws.
buy yuenian chocolates (:

went to alicia's house later.
she showed me a video.
im like ...
WOW !!
she won the amercia's got talent show.
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=jcOOOebe7fs
( her ever first audition )
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=Jvz-zqbnVd4
BRIACA RYAN (: <333 !
& the wow-est of all.
she's only 11!
she won 1 million US dollar okay !
1 million leis !!
tsktsk :DD

went for tuition.
sian'd .
Notations 3 D:
there's dance tmrw
(((((((((((:

DRAH'CIR
means i'll let go

Dont ever appear in my sight
though i'll miss you so
Dont talk to me ... ever again
but i'll miss your presence

& I LOVE JASMINEENGHUIMIN :DD
SHE ROCKS LA ! (:
DD 184 <3333333333333>

Tuesday, August 22, 2006 ; 4:23 AM

伤心是因为想太多
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heh, people.
i wont be blogging as often le yeahs ?
sorry la.
im too busy with my stuff D:
& so sorry for those late reply of testimonials
currently on MIA in friendster.
i want to jam jam jam :DD

tmrw's 23 ! (:
& you know what date is it ?!
haha :DD
LALALALA.
im high high high ^^

sunday cheryl's party (:
its been like so damn fucking long since people invite me to thier party la. :D
my brother & neighbour would be going too (:

yesterday went to 230 (:
clarance,yuenian,wenting&gelin was there :DD
cheewai accompained me there.
heh, he told me stuffs about her luhs XP
anyway, gordan was there too.
i was shocked la.
didnt expect he would be there.
& the most shocking scene i seen !
tsktsk.
Mr. Tang actually smokes ! o.O
thats a rlly a wow wow la !
rlly luhs.
tsk. when he just had his first puff.
:DD he says he's giddy alr :DD
i think thats the reason why he didnt turn up for school today :DD
& I WON XUANDA & CHEEWEE !!
yes, i won them okay.
10 to 1 to 2 (:
xuanda => 2
cheewee => 1
yay ! chocolates for me ! (:

i'll stop here.
need to mug.
there's home ec & history test tmrw D:
wish me luck !

Sunday, August 20, 2006 ; 5:12 AM

我习惯你在我的身边
我习惯你斗我哈哈大笑
我习惯你跟我说密秘
这些习惯慢慢的变成了需要
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went to down to find Jabez .
tsktsk.
he wants me to take picture of him?
diao ?!
haha.

anyway, suppose to watch a movie with him de.
but instead i went to sengkang instead of cityhall.
i dont want go so far can?
go sengkang at least got straight bus ma (:
meet WeiZun.
ring Ivan, im such a nice jie okay.
i pei him go all the way to hougang to buy his cable (:
went back to pasir ris first, to meet Ivan 弟弟 :DD
walked to the Bus 53 Busstop, as he asked me to.
then i saw him walkin to ws.
im like wth ?
he say bastard was there.
im like wtf ? *^)@*#^!)!#@)$@
tsktsk.

& if YOU were to read this.
tell you.
dont badmouth me infront of YOUR friends can.
want scold me. come here.
SPAM me. i dont care.
SCOLD me, whatever.
call me bitch, slut, flirt, kp
whatever. i dont give a damn to anything that comes out of your bloody mouth.
& lilian.
dont ask why i hate him so darn much la.
you wont understand.

head'd to downtown instead of hougang :D
hoping to see gordan&evan
nah, no luck.
its been like so long since i saw them two.
tsktsk
ohwell =/

chatted&crapped with Ivan brother (:
hitted him loads of times.
sorry brother ! :D
met my little brother & neighbour there :D
& too !
I SAW VANESSA APPLE PIE !<3>
T.T she dont recognise me la.
saded D:
haha :DD

now i can go downtown play para whenever i like to luhs.
dont need bring money also can (:
why ? COME ASK ME ! :DD
><

& i reached home on time can ! (((:
yeahs ! :DD
& mummy told me that she saw mervyn ?
at elias mall :D
that time, me, alexBBkor& him were there luhs.
when me& him were tgt of course.
& i think my mummy's friends caught me ? =/
yeahs.
anyway, tell you what my mummy told me okay ?
very funny :D

my mum is at the kitchen.
her friend: joyce ! your daughter's bf brought a girl in !
mum: update la ! they broke up
her friend: ooohhhh.

my mummy told me not to be sad or whatever.
suddenly i felt my mum is like so understanding & caring luhs !
:DD
& my dad asked me whats my feelings when i heard it.
i told him ... like that like that luhs.
he praised me (:

i msged mervyn. :DD
wanting to disiao him la.
he say he brought a GUY in.
not a girl
& also, he say that he dont want to have stead.
he want to concentrate on his bball o.O
so is he telling lies ? or my mum's friend sexually blind ? :DD
HUANLO !! *&^)#^@@

& my mummy says he's a flirt !
im like .....
dots all the way.
he's not a flirt la.
tsktsk. :DD

让我再一次拥有，可以吗？

Saturday, August 19, 2006 ; 9:11 PM

我想我开始喜欢你
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IM BACK ~ ((:
yeahs. had that bloody damn walk D:
sian-ed.
at least its better than going to tuition luhs (:
saw some familiar faces at downtown.

ah, went to mcd to eat.
& there's one guy there.
serve super slow la.
tsktsk.
not saying im fast or whatever.
but its rlly darn slow.
my aunt told me.
so i kapo. go see see luhs :DD
wow. that uncle buying his meal there was so pekchek.
pekchek until throw his money at him o.O
haha

tsktsk :DD
went back to the hall
waited for the lucky draw thingy.
i wanted to go off at first.
as i thought i wasnt that lucky.
BUT ~
heng, my aunt stop me from walking away la.
cze i won the 3rd prize!
A 6 MEGA PIXELS DIGITAL CAMERA !
:DDDDDDDDDDDDDDDD
yes yes yes !!

host : now .. for the 3rd prize. who will be the lucky winner ?
me : ( sian'ed )
host : 1 ... 5.... 7... 5 . 1575 !
me : wow. its me! its me! its me! ( standing there, still )
aunty: run la girl ! stand here for what.
me: ( CHIONG !)

& i took less than 10 secs okay (:
i ran from one end to another luhs.
im alr smiling like hell.
thank god.
for giving me such luck ! (:
& too, thank god.
for giving me such wonderful people.

WeiZun <3 ,
he's always ther for me when i need someone (:
JasmineEngHuiMin <333
those laughter we shared (: i love her most la :D
GabrielYap (:
he's a nice guy okay :D
TanLilian :D
oh , that crazy girl that never fails to make me laugh like hell
Tan Sihui .
no words to describe :DDDDDDDDDD
StephanieKoh .
the one whom i crapped the most, she's the best la (:
RebeccaLim.
haha :DD she's just too wonderful (:
AngXiuwei .
though slow :D, but still. her words touched me
MadelineLeong <3
she's always the one for me (:
thank lord (:

maybe im going out again D:
i dont know.
I WANT TO WATCH MOVIE LA !
(*@^&)*^#*&

its 715 now.
& i've got nothing to do.
thats why im here ! :DD
msn, there's no such early birds in singapore.
tsktsk.
my dear friends are sleeping like a pig.
=///////////

i had pizza for dinner yesterday.
it was (*^)#^)*&#@^*&^@
so i went for a jog :D
after jog, went to downtown.
to have my soyabean icecream for my reward ofcourse :D
heh, its like so stupid la
NO MORE ICECREAM !
can you believe it D:
had mocha instead of icecream.
blahs !
called ivan brother down & chatted :D
my aunty says he look like a 14 year old boyboy ?
LOL !
& i was smart enough to guess his password correctly okay !
see, smart girl :D
went home at 10. D:
slept at 11.30 (:

later im going to downtown.
for that big walk ((:
so chaos people !
upload my pictures later :D

Friday, August 18, 2006 ; 10:25 PM

sorry readers for not updating yeahs ? :DD
My mother's ......... >:l
& fabian called stephanie a idiot :DD
super funny la.
on Thurday, we had art.
he's telling us all those homeworks thingy
we were asked to draw cartoon animals
stephanie (to lilian): hey, ask teacher about barney.
lilian: cher, barney can ?
fabian: barney .... is a idoit
LOOOL ! :DD

Yesterday was (*&amp;$##)&^$&*#^$
I was bloody shocked can!
STEPHANIE ACTUALLY CAME EARLY.
MIRACLE LA! :DD
rlly luhs. she came earlier than xiuwei.
thats a rlly wow wow :DD
anyway, she showed me mervyn.
as promised :DD
he looked the same la.
no different.
same goes to belvin :DD
alpha looked soooooo.
hahahahhahahaha ! >< color="#339999">weiji.
cant find him luhs . tsktsk =/

had a stupid maths test la.
journal writting D:
i finished it in 5 mins time (:
call me the pro la :DD

English & Science was a nut set
:DDDDD

paid 0 attention to Teacher Yuan's lessons.
:DD if i ever paid attention to his lessons, that would be a wow wow :DD
Saw some upper secs boys playing football there :DD
He was there (:
His back view looked that great.
My eyes cant get off him
the slient movie they all called.
i wished ..
heh, forget it.
it will never happen again

heh, our class went for assembly though it was upper sec's.
*(^&^%^&%$(#*$#
lilian was no where to be found.
saw mdm lina there.
im like.
die die die !
i took out my studs.
my straw.
stuck in super much.
pull down my skirt
take out my longlong ( :D )
heh. told you my life is hard when she's around.
had the same sexually talk.
me&stephanie wished rebecca was on our sides now luhs :DD

12.45
went for dance.
it was bloody darn hot la !
(*@^#)@&^#&@#
aircon spolit again =/
blast it la. :D
after dance, find xiuwei & lilian (:
chatted at canteen with cheewai :D
missy S was there.
_l_ her la.
tsktsk . im hating her more&more luhs.
stupid dumbdumb
anyway, sang an jing for my dear ahma :DD
haha

walked home with yenhuei&lilian :D
i miss my primary four classmate la !
hahaha :DD

monday - science test
wednesday - history&home ec test
_l_ D:

Wednesday, August 16, 2006 ; 4:58 AM

& finally,
i pierced my nose la!
YAY YAY YAY ! (((:

haha. anyway.
dawang called ytd.
& i was high like fuck can. (:
yes!
but i think.
i made him dulan again. D:
ohwell.
im always making him dulan la!
whats wrong with me sia ! D:

anyway, today's boring luhs.
the lessons were all blahs.
but ms chung's .
^*$^@(%^%$#*&^%#(@^%($%@&
fuck her la!
stupid dumbdumb.
waste our time.
its always her.__

after school.
took cab to sp, find jasmine (:
wlous ehs.
there's like no cab around coralsec la!
wth man!
xiuwei's being so like a dog can.
haha.
i asked to to flag there.
she go there.
i asked her to flag here.
she come here.
AHMA DOG! :DD

reached sp.
went to mcd.
stephanie had her curly fries.
while xiuwei had her icecream.
& darling came! :D
yes! she came :DD
she's rlly nice&friendly can.
ahh, & it was fucking sweet of her to write those papers for me.

i love her to death can.
royston shoo farfar.
she's mine :DD

soon, went back to pasir ris. D:
saded la!
ohwell, i guess there would be a next time ba (:
ahma met her ***
:DD
super sweet la ! :DD

wei shen me, zai wo de yi sheng zhong.
mei you tian shi chu xian ne?
I used to you, making me smile.
I used to you, being by my side when im down.
I used to you, always letting me to have my own way.
I missed those times, or do i miss you?
i guess, whatever my answer is.
its still the same outcome.
its just a once a upon of time.

Saturday, August 12, 2006 ; 10:01 PM

Wo Zhi You Yi Gei BaoBei

ytd went to old market instead of marina =/
im like waiting for my mummy&daddy at marina.
then they say go to old Market =/
ohwell >:l
waste my money.
anway, watched the fireworks (:
dyper nice ~ (:

ahh ! my fringe LOL !
:DD

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threesome :DD

watched the fireworks from 9 to 910 (:
heh, there's this indian kia.
LOL ! super funny la.
his younger brother asked.
where the fireworks come from ?
he replied.
oh they shoot the rifles.
aiming very good.
im like LOL la ! :DD
& too, there's a part where the fireworks came from the water.
& his younger brother asked again.
where it come from this time ?
he replied.
there's a canon in the water.
-.- '''
still, its funny la :DD

i love this cousin of mine :DD

:D
heh, i wanted to take a photo of them.
but ~ my brother's busy playing his gameboy.
& ryan's busy watching.
so i took from below luhs :D
how smart right ! :D

I don't need anyone.
I'm stronger than before

I'll upload the videos soon okay.
youtube's slow D:
it was darn crowded la !
mygod ~ haha
anyway, on the way to the carpark.
there's this group of people.
wlous, bo dua bo swa can !
they were blocking our way.
then my gan-ahma asked them to move.
they dont want & instead they shouted back at her.
my gan-ahma's son got angry & shouted in hokkien.
' so late alr, still stay here for what la. go home.'
they like super buey song la. ( who dont after getting a unreasonable scolding from a nobody)
followed us till old market there.
wanting to find my uncle.
he was very infront le.
then, they started to scold cb x3
my gan-ahma got bueysong again.
fought. almost paikshui.
heng la, one of them.
my friend.
he stopped her (:
thanks mike !
heh, youngsters nowadays. haha:D
9.45pm.
Home Sweet Home ((:

I'm closing my eyes alr.
*yawns
too tired la ! :D

talked to WeiZun all the way back.
thanks dude !

no edit (:

i know.
i look'd like a ghost right ?
heh, my editing skills sucks la .
D:

wait wait,
there's one photo of my brother acting dao.
ahhh !
i cant find where is it ! )*!&@#(!^#*!&^#

THERE ! :DD

& looked what i found o.O

heh, so long ago luhs !
i miss'd my dyed hair la ! T.T

alamak !
still, no one.
NO ONE JIO ME GO SEE MOVIE !
wtf -.-
=/ i guess, i would have to buy dvd ba.
stupid. =/

All I know , I'm lost without You.
I'm not gonna lie.
How am I gonna be strong, without you.
I need you by my side

That night.
She waited for his call.
It's already 11.30.
Way past her Bedtime :D
Her friend, acccompanied her throughout the night
Finally, he called.
His voice just made her awake.
She can just go on chatting.
He, called her darling for no reason.
Her heart, beated like hell.
He asked that question again.
She's .. confused.
He's always been crapping&fooling around.
Even his closest friend, doesnt know when's he's serious.
Neither do i.
She thought , he's talking cock again
So, she crapped back
Though how badly she wanted it to be true
Hell, he was angry.
For not believing ,every single word he said is true.
He sounded disappointed & too, angry.
He kup the phone down & said He would call later.
She waited .
& waited ..
2.45am.
Still, nothing came from her phone.
How stupid can she be.
Maybe, she needed more time.
To think over it.
she doesnt want him to be hurt.
But come to think of it.
She could just agreed..
She could have that someone whom truely loved her.

He didnt call'd at the next day

Morning came.
She woke up.
& the very first thing she did.
She checked her phone.
Hoping there would have some miss'd calls.
3 messages.
WeiZun, Gabriel & Peilin.
She threw her phone aside & had her milk.
She waited & waited.
Then, he called.
She called back, immediately.
He asked why She said sorry to him, yesterday.
heh, it was sent to the wrong person
He sounded super pekchek.
Not even for a mintue, they put down the phone.

GAMEOVER

wei shen me . yi jie jiu be neng chong lai nen?

Friday, August 11, 2006 ; 10:21 PM

Chatted with Ivan yesterday :DD
They are just a bunch of sicko's la !
Haha, seriously. :DD
Anyway, i laugh'd (: Thanks Ivan (:

I've nothing much to blog today D:
I think .. I may be going to Marine luhs. (:
& Stephanie .
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Weiji's Friendster :DD
XIAOJI ! :DD

I'm not in any mood. again =/
He didnt ring me up .
His attitude towards me is cool.
I dont know what the fuck is wrong with me D:
this would be Temporarily .. i think =/
Love Sucks la.

let see.
today start'd out boring luhs. D:
maths,science&english were all *^$(@&^#@*& !!
:DD
assembly was boring luhs .
i slept throughout (:

& fuck, my blueblack T.T

horrible right !? D:
heh, i dont know why la !!
grrrs.

then shebearbear told me smth.
stephanie's like ...
talking about one of us.
i think , should be me luhs. D:
& weiji is being so fucking kind can ! (:
me : ehs, you know who is _________ sec3 de.
he : eh, should be . why ?
me : ( tell him everything (: )
he : oh, you scared mehzz ?
me : yala ! T.T
he : when you see zeelia , call her to call me.
nice right ?!
i know luhs :DD
i think belvin doesnt want to talk to me leis D:

anyway, met cleo at hsc.
& i saw bryan there :D
he said HELLO & GOODBYE.
LOL >< ''' went to downtown.
chat'd (: next . 230 ((:
hell, i miss that place much :D
hoping to see someone there, to chat luhs.
ah, gordan & friends were there (:
& he call'd me jiejie leis ! :D
how cute can (:
he's my didi , anyone dares bully him.
heh, they die ! :D
he kept on giving me that face of his sia.
tsktsk, he says he want to quit smoking =/
ya, quitting but still smoke so much. <
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REFLECTION (:
me & cleo cleo cleo ! :DD

cleo spotted this luhs. :DD

see ! im not the onlyone to hate him can.
:DD
& i didnt vandanlise it luhs.
my handwritting isnt that sucky XP

then, mervyn came.
i was .. SHOCKED !
my heart beated so darn fast la !
we .. chatted as usual luhs (:
yes, we talked (:
evan kept wanting me to lent my phone to him
he want to see my pictures ><
jabez came & they went home . tsktsk. :D

this ear belongs to jabez :DD
he was biten by his dog luhs.
thats why he's afriad of HIS VERY OWN dog
stupid la. :DD

it was fun walking cleo home with jabez (:
HSC,CORAL,ST/HILDA's :DD
& fucking hell,
he made fun of me can !
rahs !
he : joelyn , did you smoke ?
me : no la !
he : dont lie.
me : when i lie to you before ?
he : okay then, put your hands out. both your hand.
me : i dont want la, later you hit me.
he : i wont ( keep his hand behind his back )
me : oh okay luh. ( place my hand out )
he : ( stare at my nails ) now, stick out your tongue.
me : ( did what he ask me to )
he : okay, good doggy (:
WTH LA !! (*@&#(@^#(&@ ~

i gave you up.
jollywell, just siam D:

Thursday, August 10, 2006 ; 6:22 AM

430 .
boredom kills. D:
im planning to go to downtown.
hoping to see evan&gordon :D
but instead, i went to loyang point =/

met cleo there.
chatt'd (:
yeahs, she&her * :D
heh, she told me that she saw mervyn ?
yeps, he& another girl =/
should be his soon-to-be stead ba
:DD.
i wanted to ask him badly.
but nah, i think i shouldnt be so kapo.
ohwell =/

& tuition was blah .
ahh, i ate too full luhs !
my tummy gonna go BOOOM ! T.T
anyway, walk'd home D:
mummy's in a good mood today (:
thats why im here ! :D

jabez sent me some photos to edit (:
but i cant la ! D:
something wrong with my com D:
i want my laptop soon soon ! :DD

JABEZ KOH MINGZHU :D

HEAR, SPEAK, SEE
NO EVIL :D
haha, this is super funny can.
they are making fun of that auntie -->
hahahahaha :DD

MRS & MR KOH ! :D
yeahs. (:
at cityhall.
sweet ehhhhhhhhhhhhhhh ! haha

( : edit'd by rachel
yeps.
310706 ((((((:
hahah, im happy for him la.
can ? :D

i know.
cant see anything right ?
heh, how the hell am i suppose to edit this ?
D: haha

going HSC tmrw (:
then i think .. going to parkway luhs.
cleo want to buy her clothes . D:

i left the game.
leaving him behind.
my soul exit'd, my heart didnt.
if i said, i've forgotten him.
im lying to myself.
how i wish'd i didnt end that game of ours.
but everything's too late.
im living with regrets now.
i know, i have to let him go.
& again , it isnt a chioce.
its a must.
#^* , give me one more week.
i need time ..

Wednesday, August 09, 2006 ; 8:08 PM

heh, i stayed at home the whole day ytd D:
ohwell.

belvin jio'd me out to marine.
nah, too far.
& with them around.
i will be home LATE.
& bel wont be that kind enough to sent me home.
but they are watching the fireworks there.
i dont want to miss it D:
heh, i made a tough decision can.
i didnt go in the end.
im afraid of my mummy's naggys. >:l

anyway, watched the NDP at home.
& i saw my didi ! haha
dannson (:
yes, he's there.
heh, he's always making me worry for him can.
he injured his leg.
despite that, he still continue to run D:
& now, its like bleeding like hell.
ah ! he ah.
he doesnt know how to take care of himself.
heh =/

i like'd My Island Home. (:
super hyper nice luhs !
& the best part of all.
the fireworks. (:
went to sleep at 10
woke up at 9

& i checked my phone.
4 missed calls from belvin
23:59 , 00:00 , 00:01:04 , 00:001:54
see. told you they would reached home at 11 plus.

AHHHHHHH !.
there's tuition later D:
justmathematics.
having some pre-examinations thingy.
sian'ed D:

My super Ex-girlfriend, Click & Tokoyo Dirft
anyone ? D: