JOELYNTANYIYING. & BABY,ILOVEYOU <3

Thursday, August 03, 2006 ; 7:08 AM

ytd, after sending cleo home.
went to 230 & played basketball (:
im starting to like basketball (:
i didnt know it was that fun luhs.
played with yuenian, my didi & some other guy XP
saw kelmond .
wa, rlly.
he slim'd down luhs ! :D
& again
today, lilian didnt attend school =/
yuenian was kind enough to buy me chocolate can (:
yay ! HE 'ROCKS' LA ! :D
first was art.
stephanie , was piss'd by fabian ><
heh, cause of a stupid reason la .
she didnt pay the fine.
you see, we had this stupid fine system.
whereby if we dont hang in our works on time,
teacher will fine us luhs.
50cents per day delayed.
lame ~
she agured & was super angry luhs.
but still, i made her smile la
see ! :D
i ate yuenian's chocolates during art. (:
fabian was stupid enough not to notice luhs XP
had pe next :D
play'd badminton. AGAIN.
ahhh
i was falling all over can D:
NOT FUNNY !
played with daryl & nicholas.
those two cartoons kia.
:DD
never fail to make me laugh luhs (:
teacher chen got pekchek with us ?
yeahs, she just walked out of the class
without us saying our favourite goodbye's :D
got back our class photo.
& fuck luhs.
i look'd like shit can ><
D: ohwell.
im always looking like a shit :D
so no surprise luhs ><
watched coral superstar thingy (:
i liked alicia's voice.
her singins rocks leis (:
i msg'd mervyn since 1154am
& no reply yet =/
i sat on the chair, eating my bread.
& i placed my leg at the other chair opposite me.
xiuwei came.
i place my leg down & when im about to put back up again
i hit someone. =/
alex, liyinliang.
he gave me that " tsk, you very gu yi " face.
like super fierce luhs.
his eyes were hyper big.
i was shocked & frightened.
i didnt know he was so fierce =/
went to alicia's house.
do sbl luhs.
sian half.
& we talked to calvin can :D
haha.
he said lor, la, lei
i didnt know he know how to say that ><'''
1524 still no reply.
i gave up.
alicia ate her dinner at 6 in mcd.
we were obviously late for tuition
she finished at 615 & rushed to justmathematics.
i was moodless all the way.
alexang told me something.
i trusted him cause i believe he wont lie to me.
pekchek all the way.
my brother took the fries away & i scolded cheebye.
my father heard it & scolded me =/
he asked me to stay away from mervyn ?
& say that im too small to be in a relationship.
whatever fuck.
adults dont ever understand us, teenagers.

thanks for acting like you cared.
thanks for those mushy& touching words you saidto hong me
thanks for showing me , whats "love"
i dont need anyone's love.
i dont need anyone's attention.
its not a chioce,
its a must.
i knew the truth but i acted as if i dont.
the reason is simple.
cause i thought love can change anything, everything.
how wrong was i. =/
i dont want to be hurt in this way.
it totally suck.