JOELYNTANYIYING. & BABY,ILOVEYOU <3

Friday, August 25, 2006 ; 6:10 AM

i know.
i dont make a good friend.
i dont make a good daugther.
i dont make a good jie
i dont make a good mei
i dont make a good lover.
i dont make a good sunnu
i dont make a good dog =/
im just a piece of useless freak living on this dead world.
thank lord, for giving such friends , which i dont deserve.
& why oh why.
he alr took my ahma away from me.
but why, he wants more ? D:
its so unfair .
i dont want to face anymore things.
reality is hurting me. D:
he's gonna leave me ..
with his broken promises.
i hate my grandfather !
how could him ! T.T
he's leaving me all alone. in this world.
& he's gonna enjoy himself in the other world.
i dont want !
i want him to be by my side.
protecting me , teaching me
lord, please.
i beg you.
dont take another of my kin away from me.
it rlly hurts.
my heart is breaking.
i cant take another blow .
rlly, i cant anymore.
im weak .

I guess.
im only good at making people angry ..
my big mouth rlly sucks.
i hate myself.
being so selfish.
i only care about myself.
how selfish can i get?
why cant i learn to give concern more ?
sorry . friends.
i guess, i rlly dont make a good one

he's ...
hurting me
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i had no mood to blog la.
heh =/
maths was blah.
same goes for english & science.
absolute boredom =/

the Act 3 came & performed for us.
yeahs. its the same every year :D
& yuting's laughing like hell la ?
haha yeahs.
was quite funny la (:
but she laugh like ...
wow.
but still, cant compare with jiaqi :D

changed to PE for dance.
& it was cancelled last min =/
sian la.
i want more dance lessons.
to keep me occupied
at least, i've stuff to do
its better than to think that much
or other foolish things =/

went to tampines & watched Click <33333333>
its rlly very very nice luhs (:
i would rate it 4.5/5 (:
yeahs. super nice.
was touching at the end (:
me, cheewai& xiuwei cried la .
exp for that stephanie luhs !
she's cold blooded can !
mygod ~
its rlly very funny la :DD
there's a part where he can ' change colour '
as he got the universal remote ma :D
he was in the car , playing&exploring the remote :D
first, he was in yellow
& then he said that he's sick or smth
second, he was in green.
he acted hulk
third, he was in purple.
& guess'd what !
he acted BARNEY !
he sang, i love you, you love me
we are one big happy family :DD
we were laughing like hell la. :D
& also !
he had a golden retriever & a bulldog .
haha.
didnt know Shaowei & richard acted in this show :D
its a must see movie okay !
trust me, you wont regret (:

went back to school.
heard some unwanted news from my mum =/
thanks yuanyun, manpang& jiaqi
thankyou all many (:
thank you . for being with me.
when i needed someone most.
rlly thanks guys (:
i owe you all one.

& fuck mdm lina la.
she caught my skirt.
& she cut the strings , to make it longer.
_l_
i got pekchek la.
so i wear my shorts with my uniform home.
& everyone's like staring at me la
whatever can.
fuck mdm lima big.
i hate her to fuck.
fuck off la.
)&@#)&$)*&#$
knn ccb . fuckyoubig

AngXiuWei <3>
though she's silly& always clumsy .
her words rlly make me think & reconsider.
thank you ahma (:
you're always the best.
im not gna let anything happen to you
& i never want to see you to be sad again.
ring me, if you ever need me (:
im always by your side.
trust me :D
ILOVEYOU,GIRL

IvanPei Brother
thank you.
for helping me & giving in to me , everytime.
rlly thanks.
i think.
you're the only one.
that can stand my mood swings & stubborness
the best lil brother <3>
& your words.
i will always bear in mind.

Stephanie Koh
heh, that barney :D
she's always laughing&smiling no matter what.
my day was supposely to be spolit.
but somehow, she lit my day up again.
her laughther , her cum-gong-ness , her craps.
never ever failed to make me laugh.
i love going out with her la.
my troubles would seems so far far away

TanYuanYun <33333>
she's always nagging &amp; nagging & nagging at me.
correcting me when im in the wrong.
she's somehow, like my mum =X
haha :D
sometimes, she gets on my nerves.
but i know. all she did.
is for my own good.
i promise, i will try to listen to you okay (:

i dont want to say such a early goodbye <>