JOELYNTANYIYING. & BABY,ILOVEYOU <3

Friday, July 14, 2006 ; 5:43 AM

god, today is not good okay.
D:
maths was the first period.
heh, how boring can this gets .
lilian went to the toliet.
after 5 mins, i turned my head.
to check whether she's back anot.
but narh, i got worried la.
so i ran out. to find her.
& there she was.
coming down from the stairs.
i asked her.
where she go.
she said toliet.
& stomp off.
heh, i know that she's pekchek with smth la.
next, was english.
BORING LA.
stephanie again. told me smth (:
was rlly rlly rlly happy lor.
tsk , she&him fought.
stupid reasons.
lilian also told me why she's not in the mood
heh. & again. another fight.
ohwell.
recess was quite lor.
lilian didnt talk much.
i missed your evil laughter girl.
haha :D
during upper sec recess,
i went up . to find ivan & him (:
passed by 4/3 class.
& you know what i saw ?
i saw, richard.
hiding at the back door.
is he advoiding me ?
heh, okay i huanlo la.
since he want to be like that.
let it be.
i'll face the facts.
then ~ i turned.
i saw him, staring at me.
i SMILE (: WIDELY.
& he , smile back
((((((((((((((((((((((((((:
heh ^^
so. i guess he's not ?
or is he ?
ohwell. AHH !
talked to him.
he's rlly hyper shy lor.
tsktsk.
chinese was bored.
then, assembly.
clarance was rich enough to buy a tie lor.
7$ , tsktsk :D
assembly was as boring as usual la.
heh, lilian & stephanie cant stop their craps la.
they were calling me a dog -.-
THEIR DOG.
& played monster in the mirror.
tsktsk !
haha. & finally, lilian was back to her old self (:
after school, saw ivan they all outside school.
he told me that jg & bastard gonna fight & asked if i want to see show
im like. wow
SECTWO VS SECFOUR.
who wins ?
haha. see for yourself later lor . "D
went to HSC ,find cleo.
first, cleo called me.
say that she will be late.
cause need to take some tickets la.
then, jabez called.
asking where am i.
he told me that cleo is in ws, mcd.
im like wth.
she told me that she's in school lor.
WLOUS LA.
nevermind, jabez came.
& he thought that those ahbeng were going to beat him up.
he rlly think too much la.
THEN ~ i called ivan
wanting to know the results.
HAHA ! SEC TWO LEIS !
IM LIKE HIGH HIGH HIGH ^^
WAY THE GO LA JG (:
haha. was like so shocked la.
he's so small size compare to bastard
saw heidi (: OHMY ~
haha.
soon, i called xiuwei.
& pangseh, cleo&jabez.
sorry la hor.
went back to school with xiuwei (:
yeahs.
haha,soon.
CG were out.
& went home with joelle (:
she's nice lor (:
haha. the way she talks.
so funny la.
haha. :D
im starting to like her more&more la
. & the best part is that,
she lived at 231 while i lived at 232
haha :D

im fucking irritated by this fucking attitude of yours
you dont know how selfish you are.
you only think of yourself, FIRST.
you never spare a thought for people.
your friends, or should i say me..
why cant you congrats me, like my other friends do ?
why do you always, ALWAYS treated me so cold when im in a relationship.
why oh ,fucking why.
whatever shit it is , i dont care anymore.
i've friends. friends who stand by me when i need them

people think that i've gotten over you.
people think that i will not be upset
people think that i will not cry.
yeahs, thats why they think.
they will never understand.
those complicated stuffs i undergo.
any kind souls are kind enough to buy me vodka
i need to get drunk, tonight.
its the only way.
to say byebye to the pain&sorrows.